thanx for everyones kind words..... 
still head fucked .....but ......im trying to put it all to the back of my mind for now.
me and zombie are goin to see IRON MAIDEN tonight......should be good.....its only zombies millionth time seeing them....lol should be fun....they are his fave band ever ever ever.
and i like seeing my zombie happy.
other than that......i have nothing to report....oooh...i got pussycat dolls dvd...hot mamas! how much do i want to be nicole???? lots and lots!
gonna have to start gettin ready....gota have a shower and put my face on....or rather my eyes....and fuckin choose something to cover myself up with....dont think ive dressed to compliment my body in fuckin years....dont see the point anymore....urgh....ive totally let myself go.
anyways....id ont have time to reply too ppl....messeges and comments and blogs etc...so ill do that 2mw night.....
k.....
killer over and out
still head fucked .....but ......im trying to put it all to the back of my mind for now.
me and zombie are goin to see IRON MAIDEN tonight......should be good.....its only zombies millionth time seeing them....lol should be fun....they are his fave band ever ever ever.
and i like seeing my zombie happy.
other than that......i have nothing to report....oooh...i got pussycat dolls dvd...hot mamas! how much do i want to be nicole???? lots and lots!
gonna have to start gettin ready....gota have a shower and put my face on....or rather my eyes....and fuckin choose something to cover myself up with....dont think ive dressed to compliment my body in fuckin years....dont see the point anymore....urgh....ive totally let myself go.
anyways....id ont have time to reply too ppl....messeges and comments and blogs etc...so ill do that 2mw night.....
k.....
killer over and out
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Hope you had a good time last night? Hope your feeling bit better now, or fuck it, alot better now. but anyhow we cant dwell on you being sad.
What did ya wear last night? I wore the pencil skirt etc and shirt and felt quite awkward actually, the boy said i looked great but i didnt feel like me.
wore skin tight jeans and my new parka today, heaven back to being me clothes and now im sat in jim jams so thats even more me.
I used to wear smokey grey round my eyes and i used to say if i was going out and wearing it ''oh im wearing my smouldering eyes' my friend found it hilarious as she kept picturing me selecting eyes out of boxes and picking the ''smouldering ones''. haha
Your comment on putting your eyes on just reminded me of it
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