Fucking insomnia... I have a presentation today in one of my classes, it's 9:15 in the damn morning, and I still can't get to sleep. Today's going to suck. It doesn't help that this is my first graduate course, and everyone else in the class is almost done. So I feel like a kindergarten kid about to show my drawing of a cat in a...
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pinyon:
I'm sure that even in a graduate class your stuff will be better than at least a couple others. Good luck buddy. I hate presentations. My stomach turns a little just at the word.
So, yesterday was cool. For the first time in years I actually got to hang out with friends on Halloween. Went to the bar, watched a lot of really nice eye candy, and helped my brother escape his wife for a night. All in all a good time. My buddy finally got off his leash and showed up too, so that was cool.
Upside, i...
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pinyon:
That's such a badass costume!
bigbadwolf:
Right! Thanx.
Halloween post time I guess. Still in the merciless grip of insomnia. Managed to get most of my homework done, the stuff due tomorrow anyway... So for the first time in a few, well, in several years it looks like I actually have plans on Halloween. I even have a costume. How about that? Well, knowing my luck plans will fall through and I'll get...
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deucomatic:
Great poem! It's a good twist on the old slasher first person extinction event survivor
Goddamn cat... earlier today I found him sitting on my bed trying to eat a ribbon. He was choking on it when I found him, there was puke all over the bed, and he was still pissed off that I took it away from him. I must have pulled about 3 feet of ribbon out of the little bastard. Had to wash my bedsheets after...
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Wow, insomnia paid off for once. I managed to get half of my annotated bibliography done, and I stumbled onto the remaining 5 sources I needed. I just need to skim through the articles to see if I can use them, them write up the stupid annotations for them. Considering this was all due Thursday, that's fucking awesome. I actually get to enjoy my Halloween...
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pinyon:
Good job! 
Apparently Google wants to kill me. Checked my gmail earlier, and there was a strange message on the little ad thingy. "Warning, if zombies chase us, I'm tripping you." I never pay attention to that thing cause it's always bullshit adds. This time google said it would trip me so it could escape zombies. Wtf google? I thought we were cool...
Probably just an ad...
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Probably just an ad...
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pinyon:
Lol. That's pretty fucked.
Gotta love it when things work out like this. So me and my friend were sitting in my car smoking a cigarette right now, and around 3:45 or so in the morning I decide to change the music to A Silent Film (I can't stop listening to that band...). The song comes on and he suddenly says, "Are you trying to tell me something?" as...
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pinyon:
Hahah, you should never ever refrain from making dirty jokes!
I'm the opposite way with poetry, no good at writing it, but I love learning and pondering about it. So much symbolism and hidden stories. I had an awesome teacher in high school who taught us about different poets and how to look at their writing in new ways, it's difficult for me to see the stories on my own sometimes, but so awesome when I have someone help me out. Robert Frost is my favorite.
I'm the opposite way with poetry, no good at writing it, but I love learning and pondering about it. So much symbolism and hidden stories. I had an awesome teacher in high school who taught us about different poets and how to look at their writing in new ways, it's difficult for me to see the stories on my own sometimes, but so awesome when I have someone help me out. Robert Frost is my favorite.
deucomatic:
Well Wolfie it seems you were born to write so giddyup motherfucker! You have a wealth of material just waiting for genius to commit them to paper...always like your posts can you give us snippets?
Mini melt downs and boatloads of stress now color my existence.
So I was out grocery shopping with my parents tonight when my mother starts talking about how successful her cousin's children my age are. Degrees in accounting or some such thing and internships that want to pay them obscene amounts of money, job offers before they even graduated. With the delightful implication of, "You...
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So I was out grocery shopping with my parents tonight when my mother starts talking about how successful her cousin's children my age are. Degrees in accounting or some such thing and internships that want to pay them obscene amounts of money, job offers before they even graduated. With the delightful implication of, "You...
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pinyon:
What's the basis of the papers you have to write? What you are going through is the exact reason I xdread going back to school. Writing is so difficult for me because I can never choose what and how to write about something, then I wait til the last minute, stress out about it to the point of illness, then end up saying fuck it.
Just take a deep breath, don't let life's bullshit hit you all at once. You'll finish what you need to, just consider it one little piece at a time, and you will succeed.
Even so I only know you through this site, I promise I will take you in and feed you before it gets to the severity of you having to eat your own pussy
What's the basis of the papers you have to write? What you are going through is the exact reason I xdread going back to school. Writing is so difficult for me because I can never choose what and how to write about something, then I wait til the last minute, stress out about it to the point of illness, then end up saying fuck it.
Just take a deep breath, don't let life's bullshit hit you all at once. You'll finish what you need to, just consider it one little piece at a time, and you will succeed.
Even so I only know you through this site, I promise I will take you in and feed you before it gets to the severity of you having to eat your own pussy
selene:
Sorry your parents are being jerks. I don't know why people can never be happy with what they have. Let's see, you're a nice guy who's at least GOING to school and TRYING to do something with yourself. Not like you've already found your way into prison for rape and murder or in your 8th stint of rehab (that they'd be paying for most likely, not just some food). But no, they're just bummed out because they think one of their siblings is somehow better than them... Forget what they said because it's about them, not you. Just keep doing what you enjoy.
Damn it... so after a week's worth of stressing about this damn midterm, I get to class today only to have the professor tell us that he didn't finish grading them yet. So now begins another week of wondering how badly I did on the fucking midterm!
Now, I don't usually stress like this about school stuff. I guess it's because it's my first class...
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Now, I don't usually stress like this about school stuff. I guess it's because it's my first class...
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expo:
I have many reasons
pinyon:
I'm sure you did fine on your exam. Don't worry a whole through yourself, relax. 
kers:
It was
