There's a light at the end of the tunnel. I hope it's not a train...

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So, my nightmare week is almost over. We're finished helping my brother and his family move into his new place in Dallas.

My dad drove out Friday with my brother's other two kids who had stayed behind. Along with their dogs. That's right, as bad as it's been having two of his kids here for a week with no internet, it could have been a...
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I still can't sleep by the way...

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Okay. Fuck. I think this air mattress just destroyed my lower back. It kind of hurts to move right now.

This trip sucks. I love my nieces and nephews, I really do, but fuck kids. This has confirmed what I've always believed, that parenthood is not for me. I completely understand why parents and teachers drink. If I drank I'd be looking forward to getting...
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gadget:
Yo, I'm over here thinking of you in solidarity. I'm having a "fuck kids" moment so hard right now. I hope your back has improved.
wolfwood1203:
@gadget Sorry I didn't notice your first comment. No wifi, so I'm on more sporadically than usual. Yeah, I can understand why some people want kids, especially when I see how much my brother loves his kids, and how much they love him. And sorry to hear you're having a bad moment with the kids in your life, I completely understand. As for the back pain, it's not better, but mercifully it's not worse either. Part of the problem, aside from having hurt it in the past, is that I recently put on some weight. When that happened, my back pain came back. I need to get my fat ass walking again. I used to walk to work when I was in Virginia this last year. I think it helped.

Meh

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I'm bored and lonely. All I want is someone to talk to, and all I get is silence. At least at home I can talk to the cat, he'll at least meow in response from time to time. Too bad cats can't text. Then again, the constant 'feed me' texts would get old fast. I guess I should try to sleep, better than nothing...

Boo...

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So, after a good 8-10 hour drive, we made it to Dallas. And doesn't it figure, I'm starting to feel like death. Fever, exhaustion, body aches, etc. I was hoping I was only tired. Oh well.

And to make things worse, I already miss my cat. I've actually never been away from him for longer than a couple days.

This is going to be a...
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user0616220901:
Get well xx
wolfwood1203:
@felicity yeah, it's definitely hard leaving them behind. @libris @medusaw Thanks, I'm feeling a lot better today, but I'm not out of the woods just yet.

Damn it...

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Crap. So, my brother is moving to Dallas soon. And given my current state of unemployment, I've been volunteered to go with him to watch the kids. It's only for about a week, but it still kind of sucks. Especially since he's not going to have internet for the first week.

Still, it'll be good to help him out. Anyone in the Dallas area know...
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Kitty

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The cute little bastard climbed up onto my lap earlier, I had to grab a couple pics.

Not my decorations, and my god, you can tell how little I've slept these past few days. At least my little old man seems happy.


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Lol

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Okay, so this last year my parents have split up and my mom filed for divorce. In all honesty, it seems like she's become a little mentally unbalanced. But, that's not the point, it's just a little back story.

Lately, my dad has started using online dating. Tonight he had a date, his third since he started, and usually he comes home disappointed. But this...
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libris:
It's so strange to have your parents divorce an an adult.  My mom's divorce is nearly final from my stepdad, and it's been heinous.  I'm glad your dad is doing well!  I'm sorry to hear about your mom though... I know I don't have to worry about my mom dating.  This was her second marriage, and my stepdad turned out to be a sex addict who denies any wrongdoing besides other unsavory tendencies.  She has zero interest in cultivating a relationship with anyone besides me.  How is your mom doing?
wolfwood1203:
Unfortunately, I don't really know. She's pushed the whole family away. So, she doesn't talk to us anymore. I think she's doing okay, but it's hard to say at this point. She's staying with her father now. Yeah, it's definitely weird dealing with this as an adult. But at least it's not as devastating as it could have been when we were kids, though my sister is still taking it that hard. Sounds like your mom had it rough. It's good she has you there for her.

Insomnia post.

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Gonna be 7 in the damn morning, and I still haven't slept. So, with nothing particular in mind, I decide to see what kind of nonsense fell out of my weird brain. But I gotta tell you, nothing is coming to mind.

Who reads this junk anyway? I mean, seriously, who are you? I'd actually be interested to know.

Me, I'm a severely depressed, suicidal,...
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libris:
You know I read your blog!
wolfwood1203:
@libris Of course, but you're a wonderful exception. 😄

This is kind of weird.

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I was thinking about some experiences that I had in the past. For years I had been experiencing some pretty severe supernatural occurrences. I think I've talked about them here before, but the basic, bare bones of it is that for maybe 15 years, I had a what a priest said sounded like a demon after me.

It's been quiet for years now, and all...
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libris:
What you need are some little house spirits to connect with.
wolfwood1203:
@libris Sounds interesting, but I'd be hesitant to reach out to anything like that on my own. You never know what you'd open yourself up to not knowing what you're doing.

Hey. Wanna see a dead body?

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What? You do? Well, shit. I don't have one, I didn't expect you to click on this...

But I do have antibiotic related insomnia. Which, combined with my usual insomnia, has me pretty well fucked. Also, my mouth is still recovering from getting that damned wisdom tooth (Holy shit, cat just walked on my chest, that hurt more than it should have) pulled earlier this...
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libris:
I hope you recover quickly, and good luck with the job!  Looking for a job is such a pain in the arse.
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