I still can't sleep by the way...

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Okay. Fuck. I think this air mattress just destroyed my lower back. It kind of hurts to move right now.

This trip sucks. I love my nieces and nephews, I really do, but fuck kids. This has confirmed what I've always believed, that parenthood is not for me. I completely understand why parents and teachers drink. If I drank I'd be looking forward to getting really, really drunk.

I really miss having another adult to talk to.

One bit of good news though, my long lost box finally turned up. Granted, it's a good two months late, but hey, all of my stuff finally made the trip home. Glad my dad was there to recieve the delivery.

Did I mention fuck my back? Because holy fuck this hurts.

I'm sorry I never seem to have happy blogs. I'd love to have a blog full of good news, I really would. But at least I can promise not to kill myself for another few days. That would be a shitty thing to do in my brother's new apartment... sorry, I'm angry, tired, and in a lot of pain.

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gadget:
Yo, I'm over here thinking of you in solidarity. I'm having a "fuck kids" moment so hard right now. I hope your back has improved.
wolfwood1203:
@gadget Sorry I didn't notice your first comment. No wifi, so I'm on more sporadically than usual. Yeah, I can understand why some people want kids, especially when I see how much my brother loves his kids, and how much they love him. And sorry to hear you're having a bad moment with the kids in your life, I completely understand. As for the back pain, it's not better, but mercifully it's not worse either. Part of the problem, aside from having hurt it in the past, is that I recently put on some weight. When that happened, my back pain came back. I need to get my fat ass walking again. I used to walk to work when I was in Virginia this last year. I think it helped.

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