Finally had a chance to meet up with a couple old friends today. When I left about a year ago they told me they were pregnant. So, today I met their daughter. Very cute kid, very smiley. But seeing these people that I've known since high school with a baby was a trip. They're the second couple I know to start a family. My other friend has two kids now. And as I write, I can feel my stupid brain moving to, "what are you doing with your life?"
Damn it, all I was doing was commenting on hire strange it is to see friends having kids now, and my screwed up mind had to kick me again. I know I shouldn't do that, but I can't help it.
libris:
I understand that! I know you know everyone's life is different and you sure as hell can't compare your life to someone else's. You should try to enjoy the life you currently have, since it's the only one you've got. I understand that's difficult to do in some circumstances, but sometimes it's the small things that make life interesting.