wolfwood1203

So yeah, can't sleep again. Partially the usual insomnia, and partially can't stop thinking about things. As always there's all of the school worries. But now I have something else. Honestly, it's been a really long time since I last found myself interested in someone. And you know, I had forgotten how much I hate it. I've had minimal contact with this woman, she's a classmate I've spoken to only a little bit. And now she's in my head more than I'm comfortable with. Doesn't help that I'm terrible at talking and flirting and all that jazz. I liked it better when I hadn't noticed anyone. Is that bad? Am I getting too used to being alone? I just want to get a bit of sleep. I can escape all that crap while I'm asleep. I'm only setting myself up for failure here with this stupid little crush. And fuck! No more blogging on my phone. This shit is starting to piss me off!