"to safely disentangle the within from the without sans severing skin and skein alike the sancristy of self and dedicated dissolution however heavy hast it be wist not one iota sacred nor sanctimonious its selfsaid serendipity become nor existential existance be rather simple, stolid, and honestly egregious, ever lax, lorid, and, aye, lustful at times albiet rare and rarely refined these moments bled and bleed into the mind, willingly accepted its deceptive mistruths warping wildly minutae and memoria alike as dreamspent dark and long-dreared folly far from fair in flux and fleshless fevered frames recombinated with fauxtruth and falseling fractury bent to be bothered sullenly sudden awakened in unsavoured scintillant sweat"
...we now leave the safety of that little interlude and into a few asides that've popped up of late :
aside 1 :
to those freaking out because "[I] don't buy gifts" for friends or family, which includes my daughters, let's set the record straight, shall we?
what I said is "I don't buy gifts for friends or family [yes, including my daughters] FOR or ON religious holidays or birthdays!"
I buy gifts for my daughters randomly throughout the year, withwhich they actually get more than they would if it only happened on religious occasions or birthdays
...sorry, but I think religious holidays are bullshit and have since before I moved schools during HS
aside 2 :
to those who jump on me that I've "changed" but when I ask what about me's changed, the answer is something I've either always been or been since before I knew you...
to which the likely most obvious answer is, you assumed you knew me and/or never got to know me well
either of which I find quite hilarious, since I seldom hide who I am - particularly if someone actually asks... I pride myself on my honesty and strive to be honest
no, I haven't always been a good person nor done good things, BUT if your "morality gauge" is religious in nature, supports illegality, or has been long exposed as bullshit by truth, Iwill deride and mock you!
aside 3 :
to those who judge and declare me "wrong," "strange," "weird," or "other" because I'm "different" than you - heavy and healthy loads of thanks for the compliment !
trust me, I'm DEMN proud that in a multitude of ways I am NOT like what people try to plug into a box called "normal", and even if the life I lead has fallen into a pattern of "normalcy," my mind is not
I've seen what "normal" is, strives to be, and does ... and I want absolutely NO part of that bullshit and long out-moded mentality and wish many of you would simply die off and quit breeding already
seriously, most of you are the most mental, evil, fucked-up, racist, bigoted, violent, vile, [insert fitting descriptive term here] "people" I've had to deal with in my life - and you keep pushing that mentality on the young, the undeserving, and easily swayed.
aside 4 :
to those who immediately label me because I don't support [specific cause #42], sorry, but I support those things I find to be founded in truth, based on my experience and how it affects my life
I don't just "jump on the bandwagon" because people I know have, when time permits I look into things, research and investigate, and base - or even change - my opinions on that
my "non-white" and/or gay friends who know me well would - and have - laughed their asses off when people have called me racist and/or bigoted because I don't support [media-enhanced cause #42] !
it's another thing I find amusing as all get out and proves, again, that you really don't know me and/or never knew me well :)
aside 5 :
yes, I like my job... would I have stayed since '07 if I didn't ?!? seriously - I've more than doubled how long I worked for ANY company I'd ever worked for prior !
no, I'm not one of those that would stick with something just because - I believe that if one doesn't like what they're doing, look for something else, demn it!
( this also goes towards life as well - why do people think that I "up-and-moved" twice in my life ? ...for the bloody fun of it? no, it's because where I was wasn't working for me )
aye, what I've been doing for nearly a decade is nothing like what I did in any prior employment nor had experience in... but shows one shouldn't rely on where one's been for where one should go :)
SO... that's it for now, my Lovelies and Gentlefolk - here's hoping all is well in your neck of the woods...
the end of the year approaches fast and - as usual - I haven't even considered how I'm going to use the 3wks and 2days of holiday I have to use by September *whew*
while I know some people think "wow, cool!," all I can think is "demn, that's almost TOO much time off," particularly that I can't use it all at once ( maybe a week at a time ) and can't afford that many vacas
don't know if I'll even be able to afford one vaca this year !
ANYways...
twittage ::
11/24 :
mm'kay, just a little creepy... guy in his underwear on a chair in front of the laundry machines watching a mini-TV - think I can wait...
11/24 II :
'70s era porn muzak ( w/ accompanied groans/gasps! ) down the hall - enjoying their ThnXgvg *laughs* - better than spanish polka elsewhere!
11/24 III :
"checking out SG Sets, watching Bond, drinking wine, & doing laundry" appears not the expected answer to what I've been doing this ThnXgvg
11/25 :
"ready for the big leftovers weekend?"
there's no such thing as leftover bacon
"I'm talking about [ThnXgvg]..."
so am I
11/28 :
remember when we bombed the moon in Oct of '09... 7yrs later and I still haven't heard - did we win ?
11/29 :
"news say we over 30° so we not freezing, well duh"
you mean 32°
"huh? freezing is 0"
what country are YOU from?
"I don't get it"
obviously
11/30 :
I don't think "stuffing the sleigh" means what you think it means...
12/1 :
thanks IRS for proving my point in that I may be eligible for healthcare "as low as" 700$/month or I will face up to 1100$/yr from taxes...
This Week's Random Playlist ::
The Pretty Reckless - Who You Selling For [entire album]
Concrete Blonde - Bloodletting [entire album]
watched recently :
via netflix/hulu/amazon:
Supergirl (1st/2nd Season)
The Flash (1st/3rd Season)
Arrow (5th Season)
Legends Of Tomorrow (2nd Season)
Fairytail (1st Season)
Pee-Wee's Big Holiday
Agents Of SHIELD (4th Season)
Supernatural (5th Season)
ownedflix:
Live And Let Die
The Man With The Golden Gun
The Spy Who Loved Me
Octopussy
The Karate Kid (1984)
The Karate Kid Part II
Ghostbusters (2016)
Muppets Most Wanted
Knights Of Badassdom
Iron Sky
Killjoy 3: Killjoy's Revenge!
BASEketball
Bickford Shmeckler's Cool Ideas
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.