an ex-g/f from over 15yrs ago visited from Sat afternoon to Sun afternoon...
it was nice to have company for a change, and the conversation(s) were interesting - though more remembrance of mutual friends and the people we knew "back when" ... and, it may sound mean, but was as though I was just talking to myself for the most part
not even taking into account our past relationship, other than above it was - well - awkward. she obviously expected more (kissing me twice, to which I responded merely by rote) but there was just no physical click whatsoever... again, it may sound mean, but 0 connection physically or mentally - to which, I suppose, it's a good thing she lives nowhere near here and it's unlikely we'll meet again for a long time. but it's odd that there was completely no connection at all (for me) - I've had even minor responses/twitches to friends that I consider a sister to me or even random co-workers and strangers on the street.
is this wrong of me?
as for the couple awkward rote-kisses, I think it's safe for me to say that I still haven't kissed since '07 since I didn't really respond to said kisses - or would that be wrong of me as well?
I suppose I may meet someone yet that'll break this nearly 6yr "dry spell," but suffice to say it won't be from "revisiting" my past...
it was nice to have company for a change, and the conversation(s) were interesting - though more remembrance of mutual friends and the people we knew "back when" ... and, it may sound mean, but was as though I was just talking to myself for the most part
not even taking into account our past relationship, other than above it was - well - awkward. she obviously expected more (kissing me twice, to which I responded merely by rote) but there was just no physical click whatsoever... again, it may sound mean, but 0 connection physically or mentally - to which, I suppose, it's a good thing she lives nowhere near here and it's unlikely we'll meet again for a long time. but it's odd that there was completely no connection at all (for me) - I've had even minor responses/twitches to friends that I consider a sister to me or even random co-workers and strangers on the street.
is this wrong of me?
as for the couple awkward rote-kisses, I think it's safe for me to say that I still haven't kissed since '07 since I didn't really respond to said kisses - or would that be wrong of me as well?
I suppose I may meet someone yet that'll break this nearly 6yr "dry spell," but suffice to say it won't be from "revisiting" my past...
