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wth, is Pandora/HS Radio trying to wrench with my heart this am : Don't Close Your Eyes, I Remember You, I'll See You In My Dreams ... good gods, you random bastards !

I think one of the questions truly 'nice guys' ask, when young & when older, is... is it worth it? ( or was it worth it, as the case may be )
any honestly 'nice guy' will answer, well, truly and honestly that "yes, of course" - though, of course, we really don't know any other way nor could we act any differently if we...
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being very much a wanderer ( even if it's only vaca occurance now ), I make a lot of spur-of-the-moment choices based on visual & intrigue from where I am at the moment - this also means I'm kinda horrible at decisions when not already on the move ( such as "where to eat," etc )

because it was asked, yes, the ex-wife and I do have particular "holidays" with the girls - primarily because it was a state/county requirement that in addition to "normal" shared time there be a formal listing of at least 4 "holidays" each
this was tough, since neither of us celebrated holidays and we didn't believe in the basis for most of the holidays anyways
nevertheless,...
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I am not the man I appear to be.
And, yes, that statement alone can be construed in multiple ways - perhaps intentionally ;)

I have never looked the way I see, let alone feel, myself to be.
This is one of the several reasons I avoid mirrors like the plague and if I could remove them entirely, I would ( particularly in the bathroom...
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my spawnlings put it nigh-perfectly and plainly this weekend: "dad, you're lucky but sometimes so very, very unlucky - it's kinda weird and scary at the same time" ...yes, my lovelies, it kinda is, was, and likely will be for the rest of my life... but thankfully I have them :)

09/25 5:45p ::
"there are times we know but know not, live but live not, distant in our personal horizons yet as far from traveled as a soft knock may resound from a well-beaten door, selfsaid and sated but far from stated and mayhaps questionable in our sincerity even if its as honest as honest may be but our knowledge of self and state of...
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while the sound of a fan & an oscillating breeze are great sleep-assists, I've always found it tough to sleep when cold/cool ... give me sweet heat and I'll sleep soundly and happily with a smile upon my face - when it's cold I'll barely get a wink of sleep, shivering *sighs*

there was actually an add for "gluten free gluten substitute" ... as if the words 'gluten substitute' didn't already give way the fact it was 'gluten free' - nah, I figured they'd substitute gluten WITH gluten, of course, or that it was 'gluten semi-free but only a little maybe'

NOTE : while typing this, I've been listening to aperfectcircle's Eat The Elephant ... a long-awaiting 4th album - and mostly mellower than their previous undertakings
whether this is for good or bad, I've mostly enjoyed what I've heard whiling thinking & typing ( hells, maybe it has an after-affect upon the whole? )
and - not surprising - there are some excellent stand-out...
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