why did my fish have to die?
The tea leaves say the strangest things
Another smoky fall weekend, all covered in sauce. All the cats out sniffing noses to the ground. Wrapped in wool. The world concentration, at least the stares were warm. Fire every where, shootings right down the block. Who could ask for more. Some of the most beautiful women on earth were...
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The tea leaves say the strangest things
Another smoky fall weekend, all covered in sauce. All the cats out sniffing noses to the ground. Wrapped in wool. The world concentration, at least the stares were warm. Fire every where, shootings right down the block. Who could ask for more. Some of the most beautiful women on earth were...
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lillithvain:
random hello
All the inane details that I care to mention without any of the actual substance, but there are spies everywhere anyways. Bots who have but the one single function of making my life extremely annoying and tedious. My blog has turned into a drunken rant again. But my life is practically one anyways so fuck it.
Time has been flying once again. Buzzing around my...
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Time has been flying once again. Buzzing around my...
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he art of sleaze Vol. 1
Sitting in front of the playground, Sun glasses black. A head poking out the passenger side window. A van sits idling big and proud.
All the girls give me the oddest looks.
"like some candy?" I ask.
"Wiskey?"
why does no one want to get into the van?
What ever happend to people sense of adventure. Am I not...
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Sitting in front of the playground, Sun glasses black. A head poking out the passenger side window. A van sits idling big and proud.
All the girls give me the oddest looks.
"like some candy?" I ask.
"Wiskey?"
why does no one want to get into the van?
What ever happend to people sense of adventure. Am I not...
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The blur tiresome words that I have been unable to release from my mouth. Another weekend of unrealized expectations. There was that girl that I didn't take home.
To look into someones eyes and see nothing is sad. To feel numbness of another without even having to touch them is scary. Beauty is more then a face, it is an idea. But I went on,...
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To look into someones eyes and see nothing is sad. To feel numbness of another without even having to touch them is scary. Beauty is more then a face, it is an idea. But I went on,...
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roopie:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 
roopie:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
The most gracious arivial of the new year.
The Bat Cave
Do I recount the tawdry excess of the night before, before I purge my memory to free up more room for porn, music and james joyce? But of course.....
Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
The smell of smoke, pungent.
Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
Is that a mushroom?
(Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
Is that wiskey?
Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
And...
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The Bat Cave
Do I recount the tawdry excess of the night before, before I purge my memory to free up more room for porn, music and james joyce? But of course.....
Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
The smell of smoke, pungent.
Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
Is that a mushroom?
(Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
Is that wiskey?
Gulp. Snort. Dribble.
And...
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madison:
now that was entertaining to imagine by your observations!!
well done
well done
Original posting by Mr. Winodork
it appears that you still hang on my wall and have not yet made it into my life. You don't have to entertain me or amuse me. All you have to do is sit there and smile, while I seduce you. Sounds easy right?
Well wouldn't that be nice if that were true, but alas. I am picky, complicated and...
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it appears that you still hang on my wall and have not yet made it into my life. You don't have to entertain me or amuse me. All you have to do is sit there and smile, while I seduce you. Sounds easy right?
Well wouldn't that be nice if that were true, but alas. I am picky, complicated and...
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chai:
yes, melancholich .... is just a good friend of me every day 
hazelscum134:
part 2???
A line that is drawn with a bloated sense of self importance
It is saturday, I believe. Sitting in my cave once again, but this time it is different. Everything is blue. But really, I am not sad, mad or angry. It seems my avitar appears to reveal but only a small side of my little brain.
The dark side it would seem.
The secrets...
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hazelscum134:
Found some great photos from oly, it only took me 3 years to develope them lol. I stuck a pile of them aside for you, theres a couple from fok fest and a couple of the ugly girl with glasses. can't remember her name, but it doesn't matter. I think she's the one club scared off a few times. Glad to see that your still reading to far into life, and trying to write pretty things to impress the chicks. So we have almost made it all the way through october without anyone dying. wow maybes thats only cause there is only a few of us left...
hazelscum134:
I atleast want some of the ashes, to carry around dump alittle out sometimes when your somewhere epic. Might be pretty tough to talk someone out of ther childs skull. Did tom's mom call you by chance? They are gonna do some sort of ash spreading the first week of november. You should take off work and come home for that. It would be dope to see you, you punk ass city boy. I think the skull idea is pretty dope though, when lori's cat dies she is gonna get it stuffed in some sort of dancing postion or something. Appliedfor unemployment today, and 15 minutes after that i got an interview for another 3 month vitural reality goggle testing place. Sounds pretty cool, they said there is a possible fulltime slot after the 3 months, then it turns to 30k a year. I'll be stoked if I manage to snag this contract. Later dick fa ce.
Once again, Looking for love in all the wrong places. Just looking for trouble I guess. Trying yet again for something that I can never have. But, can I really complain, I still get what I need. Money , girls, booze, drugs, they all slip through my fingers. Pouring, like a river of thoughts down your neck.
Asking for it, who me? I cant help...
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Asking for it, who me? I cant help...
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chai:
hehe. thanks
u feel a lil bit melancholic?
u feel a lil bit melancholic?
Must make a drink so that I do not die(Sic).
The usual friday night of sin, self loathing and other unmentionables.
You know who is no longer you know what. I guess it is just another day in the life of.....
But wait it gets better, simpler maybe. You know, like the sound of her heels on the pavement, resonating.
s it music? Lust? Jealousy?...
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The usual friday night of sin, self loathing and other unmentionables.
You know who is no longer you know what. I guess it is just another day in the life of.....
But wait it gets better, simpler maybe. You know, like the sound of her heels on the pavement, resonating.
s it music? Lust? Jealousy?...
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chai:
wow, confusing thoughts of you?
chai:
mean black hair?
when yes: ohh i love black hair, and i have some black wisps (?) in actually.... hmm.. it doesnt fit too me really when im full black...
when yes: ohh i love black hair, and i have some black wisps (?) in actually.... hmm.. it doesnt fit too me really when im full black...
I guess I would say that it has been awhile since I updated. Its been along time to have such few thoughts. What have I been doing? Who have i been doing? That is the cuclye and this is the life. but sadness prevails, drugs never go away and I never sem to have what I want, ever. Is this just imatture rantings, well probably,...
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hazelscum134:
I see that you learned something at evergreen, the home of drinking alone in the dark, lieing to yourself telling yourself that you are happy and you wouldn't change anything. I do the same thing. smackthe ol roomate in the shitter once for me and spit on your neighbor. miss ya bro, fuck yourself
And so it is time for another entry, I believe. So what exatly has been happening to me these days? Well, I was getting laid, but of course that always ends as a tragedy. Either someoenes to old, to fat or too dumb. So much fun this all is. But fuck it, there is a kick ass Burlesque show tomorrow and my top hat takes...
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hazelscum134:
HAZELSCUM!!!!
suicide girls, are they real and am I imaginary, If only that were so. So long does it usually take me to vocalize anything at all anymore. But once agin the bullshit continues. I still move through, so Lucky.
But more often then not, another person stop's decides to stand still. So there is no going back. Memories are what you become. Death you smile...
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But more often then not, another person stop's decides to stand still. So there is no going back. Memories are what you become. Death you smile...
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hazelscum134:
Broke huh? Fuck off you hippie...