wild_zero

today kind of sucked. in fact, this entire week is somewhat of a let down. i've been trying to get in contact with these people that are supposed to hire me but they won't return my calls or even send me an email in reply.

i'm just so lonely.

there is no way to possibly condense everything that has happened to me in a few paragraphs. so i won't even try. this venezuela trip was possibly one of the greatest experiences of my life.

i'm gone to south america for two weeks.

today: i found myself awake at the early morn of 7:00 am, only by virtue of foresight in setting the alarum on my cell phone to execute. the robots tried their best, gave me a thirty minute interview, and i was off. this was a somewhat disappointment, but all in all, i feel ok. they can't refuse the alan. they know this to be true....
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so last night was a party. interestingly enough, i actually woke up this morning and found myself going to an interview with norfolk southern, or southern norfolk, or what ever premutation it is. clocking in at a mere 30 minutes, it was short, bitter, and kind of like a sitcom. five actors: three managers, an hr person, and me, the comic relief. perhaps the worst...
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then again, what isn't?

this afternoon was brought to you by the makers of the game ICO, which lacked a save feature (as far as we could tell). of course, i'll blame that and the interlaced graphics on my friend's inability to protect and keep clean various game systems. also, smoking loon and yellow tail co-sponsored my generic descent into the realm of the "unemployed...
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spilled some wine again. i suppose the stains are retractable. given enough time. the pool game was enthralling. i lost both games, implying i need more distinguished abilities. the steak night at highlander was over-rated, and perhaps, moderately dull, having dunked itself into a nerd-fest of sidekicks and plasma.

i used to live in smyrna-land. the place was filled with assholes. i found it best...
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the inevitable: but at the least, i've gone and done myself some form of exercise, and some reasonable limits on the number of drinks i can have in an evening. it's all just a psychological reordering and moving around of vices and dependencies. given i have to pass a drug test in three weeks, this is the only way. i suppose the alcohol is being...
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and it never gets old: mallrats, for the nth time, ceaseless amusement. i suppose in this state, the sambuca draining off the back of mind, i recall the most interesting and somewhat regretful things. she was a great friend of mine; i'll admit to searching for her now and again, but nothing ever comes up. we used to hang out together in her apartment in...
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today was some kind of rough interpolation - between the knots in my back the fustration of self-imposed c++ coding: it hurts, damnit. jose ended up crashing at my place, after my hiatus from weed ended abruptly and magically. thanks stephen, it kicked some serious ass. the morning served up some scrambled eggs, perhaps a little coffee. jose obtained some so-called "glass fish" down at...
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