I don't understand how people work sometimes. They always say that actions speak louder than words, but some people can take words and destroy with them. Some people use words to prove a point but there is a such thing as going to far. How can words shatter a person to absolutely nothing?? How can words leave nothing but a... Read More
I'm sorry I haven't been around much. Since I've been kinda down and hassled, I didn't want to spread that to others. But I do miss you and want to say thinks for checking in with me. I means a lot that you did, and made me very happy.
I can't wait to hear all the news from the next few days. Now go make some babies.
Ha, I love it: "He also was receptive to my "Big Sister" speech and took note at my comment about being able to fire a C-7 rifle." Sucks about your cousin. I hate situations like that.
no worries about the ice cream. i figured you guys might have just gotten a little turned around. but this just means you guys need to come up and hang out more often! It was great finally meeting you. And Firetalon2000 was happy to do it! he likes seeing everyone having a good time but we would love to get together and hang out some more some time!
Good luck with your audition! we are keeping our fingers crossed!!
My wonderful husband made sure that I got to come home and take care of some much needed stuff this week while also getting to visit the fam-damily The only thing that sucks about this whole week is the fact that Pete isn't here too I understand that he can't leave the base right now since they... Read More
ugh - I hate being sick I feel like I could cough up a lung if I really wanted to Unfortunately piratepete and I are both sick so it looks like a very non romantic Valentines Day this year Oh well - I am sure that we can make up for it when we are both feeling better
Story of the day..................(well night actually).............
OK - I know that I don't update near as much as I use to but since I can't sleep, I thought I'd come hang out here
Pete and I decided at the last minute to take his mom and stepmom to see Corteo on Thursday night and I am sooooooo glad that we decided to tag along and... Read More
So we finally got to go skating on Friday night and it was just what I needed A Canadian is most happy out on the ice I was so proud of PiratePete....he only fell once in the hour that we were out there Here is a quick little video of our skating adventure
Yesterday was a very nice and relaxing... Read More
I love you sweetie. That video of you two made me smile and be so happy.
As for working on pc's in hospitals...big no. First, I am terrified of hospitals and most doctors as it is, after spending the first many years of my life in the "tender" cares of Navy doctors. And I also worked at Duke for 5 years doing some support with people in the hospital, they were some of the biggest SOB's I've ever met Docs, nurses, techs, secretaries, administrators, they were all convinced of their superiority over me.
I think I need to get totally out of the pc support field. I just don't think something with the anticipatory stress is great for me. I mean, so far today nothing bad has happened, and yesterday was actually pretty decent, but I still feel like I'm going to barf at any moment, and feeling completely jittery. See, I know that any moment an asshole could be my next client, and that makes me very nervous.
Well - today Pete and I are suppose to be going skating (if he gets off of work in time) and I am really looking forward to it I haven't been on the ice in 2 years (thanks to the knee injury) so this should be really interesting
I suck at ice skating. I can't even stand up and end up with a bruised ass afterwards.
Thank you so much for the love, sweetie. Any time you say things like "I realized that you and I are more alike than I ever thought", it makes me all the more happy. The weekend was torturously bad for me, thankfully Flux, LittleFierceOne and TheFox came over Saturday and spent much time with me helping to cheer me up and keep my mind off of things. Sunday night was a bitch, only slept a few hours, and those were filled with really bad dreams. **sigh** K_Rex gets home tonight, I can hardly wait for her to hold me.
**sigh** I really should eat something, but I've been throwing everything back up so I'm not eager to try again. I hate being so nervous. I need better drugs.
Love you. I am trying hard to force myself out of this...whatever it is.
Well - I ended up going to the Disneyland auditions but didn't get very far this time around. Turns out I look NOTHING like any of the Disney Princesses I thought that they were looking for dancers but it turns out that they were looking for face look alike characters that could dance. I also was too short for what they... Read More