It's really hot and muggy here. I hate it. At least now I have an excuss to sit around in the nude. I really wish they'd fix the AC soon.
Not really much else to say. It's time to start drinking, YAY!!!
These past few I have been cut off from the outside world. Very little of what is happening ever gets to me. No pop culture, no news broadcasts, nothing except the things I search for on the internet or in the local shops. In a way it has left my to my own devices to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm still working on that, but at now there is one thing eliminated off the list of things I might want to do and that's be in the military. Now granted it has taught me a lot of life lessons and gotten me to come out of my shell quite a bit. However, I really miss my freedom that I gave up. I want to be able to call in sick and then go the park and read under a tree and listen to music. I want to be able to decorate my living space and have the walls not be white or some cream coloured shit. I want to be able to wake up next to someone and not have worry about having to go do some physical training with my unit. I want a home to come back to that I can call my own and know that I won't be moving anytime soon. I want to be ablr to break my furniture at will when I get mad, I want to be able to punch holes in my without free of being reprimanded. I want a big ass dog and a few cats. I want to be able to walk around naked and not worry about if somebody is going to walk in unannounced. There are so many other things that I could go on for hours. Anyways be glad your free and DO NOT join the military.
The friends I've made while in are the only thing that has made it worth it.
Not really much else to say. It's time to start drinking, YAY!!!
These past few I have been cut off from the outside world. Very little of what is happening ever gets to me. No pop culture, no news broadcasts, nothing except the things I search for on the internet or in the local shops. In a way it has left my to my own devices to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm still working on that, but at now there is one thing eliminated off the list of things I might want to do and that's be in the military. Now granted it has taught me a lot of life lessons and gotten me to come out of my shell quite a bit. However, I really miss my freedom that I gave up. I want to be able to call in sick and then go the park and read under a tree and listen to music. I want to be able to decorate my living space and have the walls not be white or some cream coloured shit. I want to be able to wake up next to someone and not have worry about having to go do some physical training with my unit. I want a home to come back to that I can call my own and know that I won't be moving anytime soon. I want to be ablr to break my furniture at will when I get mad, I want to be able to punch holes in my without free of being reprimanded. I want a big ass dog and a few cats. I want to be able to walk around naked and not worry about if somebody is going to walk in unannounced. There are so many other things that I could go on for hours. Anyways be glad your free and DO NOT join the military.
The friends I've made while in are the only thing that has made it worth it.
Check it out, it should be a good time.
I'm always impressed by the fact that the people who protect our freedoms have such very little of it themselves. Hang in there dude.