volkov

SUPER jittery tonight. it's a combo of having consumed nothing but four cups of coffee (I've managed to go through pretty much all of my gorceries and as I am leaving in less than a week, I don't want to buy more...all I have left is some baby carrots, tomatos, a can of soup, and a large tin of really good Chicory Coffee) and the general stress of impending DOOM (tm). I came to the realization today that I have just about a week left before I go on active duty. that's not the day the world ends or anything. I'll be back home for Memorial Day Weekend and then I'll be in California for at least a couple months...but on that day, life will change significantly. I'm not ready for it. not in the sense that I'm not ready for change or even to live military life again...that's no problem really. I mean in the sense that I haven't managed to spend near enough time getting into shape, packing up my apartment, making sure my bills are taken care of, etc. etc. I'll probably get it all done in the next week...just not without stress. I hate deadlines.
So I'll be running around like that headless until I leave on Wednesday.

I'll try to stop in here as much as I can. and I'm sure I'll be able to for the next few days...after that...it'll be sporadic. best to reach me via the conact thingy since that goes to my email.

been looking through a bunch of photos I took in the last couple weeks but have been to lazy to add to my pics section. guess I'll do that tonight. just takes forever with this dial up connection.

here's one. since imitation is the sincerest form of flattery...well after offers of oral sex without intent of reciprocation that is....

dear Clara,




4 days


add: finally got ahold of my best friend...he's going to get the designs for my next ink sent to me in the next day. hopefully I can afford/have time to get that done before I go!