violetred

well the day has been an emotional rollercoaster. i haven't written this much in my blog...ever.

the moral of my story is that you can't have a rational relationship discussion over the internet, when you should be having it wrapped in the arms of a certain special someone.


so now, this is me...apologizing for being over-reactive and hormonal. i get really defensive sometimes, but i...
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being so emotional makes me physically very weak.

i can barely keep my eyes open and my head up. on the bright side, i only have an hour left to spend here today.

why oh why do i hurt the one i love?

WANTED:

someone who isn't a jealous jerk.

jealousy fucking kills me and if you can't find it within yourself to let me be WHO I AM...we shouldn't be together.

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i hate deleting comments, i hate deleting journal entries...so why do i do it?

people are insecure and unable to see things in the lighthearted way in which they were intended to be...
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hey dudes!

things are going great, i am so very happy

i got something pierced over the weekend at the detroit tattoo convention. everyone who posts should take a guess as to what body part got stabbed

i also got to meet a bunch of suicidegirls, including Bathory, Campbell, Meow, Sunshine, Jersey, and Evette. i had a blast, and...
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for those of you interested in my little corner of the world...

life is splendid, i have fun every night with him. i am unable to keep my hands off

when he smiles, my worries dissipate and i feel the courage to live coursing through my very soul. you guys know i am always cold, right? i have teeny tiny pin-sized veins and bad circulation...
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mmmm...morning sex. what a way to wake up!

let's add that to the list of wonderful things to happen to me this crazy weekend.

well...i was taken up with the dirty show saturday. i managed to score two happy pills for the occasion (x) perhaps it was irresponsible of me, but i wanted to free myself from the nervousness of the preshow routine. and...well, it...
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happy valentine's day!

my time has recently been taken up with sewing, tanning, texting and sex-ing *swoon*

the shows are going well i am the french maid that cleans up the panties and dildo cheerleader pom-poms. i am also the card girl which gives me some time in the spotlight onstage.

The Fat Bottom Girls have been wonderful to work with and so much fun...
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*insert new post here*

i just had to write what i wrote...i am done bothering you with it. i know what i need to do