for those of you interested in my little corner of the world...
life is splendid, i have fun every night with him. i am unable to keep my hands off
when he smiles, my worries dissipate and i feel the courage to live coursing through my very soul. you guys know i am always cold, right? i have teeny tiny pin-sized veins and bad circulation because i *need* to work out. well he is my furnace, warming me inside and out
he slept tightly against me for 6 hours last night and he never sleeps this good
he wants me to be honest, no matter how apprehensive i feel about it, no matter how much it will hurt. no one ever really cared that much...so i always lied. not anymore.
he compliments me all the time. i need that. when my hair sticks up and i am sleepy, i need to be told i am beautiful. all women need that, and he understands.
i don't need to drink and smoke to have fun with him. i relish all of our time together, because he teaches me so much. i can't be wasted and learn how a rotary engine works or how to reset all the fuses i blow (i have some kind of gift with blowing fuses these days
) BUT when i DO feel like drinking and smoking, he is there to play with me, and be my rock when i am weak in the knees.
and love me...he knows how to love me. he actually wants to kiss me and touch me. it may not seem very unusual to you, but i was used to not being touched or kissed at all, and that is no way to live.
he makes me feel important. he cares about my health and cooks for me. he wants me to fulfill all my visions for myself, even if it means going out on my own. i could go on and on...i just feel like writing about him today
i just feel like, in the last two weeks, i have turned my back on a tangled patch of dead weeds and dry dirt. it took him to lead me into the most lovely flower garden.
and god, i just love flowers!
Edit: lunchtime 12:51 p.m. Tuesday, 2-27-2007
look at what i bought! i am thrilled, and planning on taking pictures...so exciting! i have wanted one of these for years. i am simply fascinated by corset training.
life is splendid, i have fun every night with him. i am unable to keep my hands off
when he smiles, my worries dissipate and i feel the courage to live coursing through my very soul. you guys know i am always cold, right? i have teeny tiny pin-sized veins and bad circulation because i *need* to work out. well he is my furnace, warming me inside and out
he slept tightly against me for 6 hours last night and he never sleeps this good he wants me to be honest, no matter how apprehensive i feel about it, no matter how much it will hurt. no one ever really cared that much...so i always lied. not anymore.
he compliments me all the time. i need that. when my hair sticks up and i am sleepy, i need to be told i am beautiful. all women need that, and he understands.
i don't need to drink and smoke to have fun with him. i relish all of our time together, because he teaches me so much. i can't be wasted and learn how a rotary engine works or how to reset all the fuses i blow (i have some kind of gift with blowing fuses these days
) BUT when i DO feel like drinking and smoking, he is there to play with me, and be my rock when i am weak in the knees. and love me...he knows how to love me. he actually wants to kiss me and touch me. it may not seem very unusual to you, but i was used to not being touched or kissed at all, and that is no way to live.
he makes me feel important. he cares about my health and cooks for me. he wants me to fulfill all my visions for myself, even if it means going out on my own. i could go on and on...i just feel like writing about him today
i just feel like, in the last two weeks, i have turned my back on a tangled patch of dead weeds and dry dirt. it took him to lead me into the most lovely flower garden.
and god, i just love flowers!
Edit: lunchtime 12:51 p.m. Tuesday, 2-27-2007
look at what i bought!
i am thrilled, and planning on taking pictures...so exciting! i have wanted one of these for years. i am simply fascinated by corset training.VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
WOW - the corset!!!