violently

In 20 minutes, the boy I love and I were supposed to be watching the game together. But he never called. I can't say I didn't see this coming, but it's still disappointing nontheless. I mean christ man, do I really mean so little to you that you can't even pick up the phone to tell me you're busy or something instead of just leaving me hanging?

Guess so.

In which case, anyone wanna go with me to Danzig on the 30th? I need a date since as far as I'm concerned I'm dudeless now. I'm tired of being sad over someone that obviously doesn't give a flying fuck about me. I'd do anything for this guy and he knows it, and this is what I get. Not even a fucking phone call. Jerkface.

Sorry to rain on everyone's parade or whatever. I don't mean to be a downer. I had a nice xmas with my family and I got hooked up. All I really wanted for xmas this year was to know that I meant something to the one person I truly love, and I guess that was too much to ask, but I'm a strong person and I'll get over this. Afterall, I did it to myself.

Merry Christmas everyone. I hope you have a lovely holiday.

As for me, I'm off to the bar to watch the Laker game.

xoxo