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Patience is a virtue. And one that I don't have.

I want my bed to not be empty and I want to be able to eat a pint of Ben & Jerry's and not feel guilty.

That is all.
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violently:
trebo:

1. With your shoulder, until it is strong again, use little to no weight and do at least 20-25 reps per excercise (shoulder presses, rear delt flys, etc) Also, using a resistance band and doing front and lateral raises, as well as rotator cuff excercises will help speed your recovery. Always start slow, you can increase or decrease weight as needed. I'm not exactly sure what kind of shoulder injury you have though, if you have a compresssed disc or nerve STAY AWAY from lateral raises. Shoulder presses are really your best bet, with a straight bar or resistance bands or LIGHT dumbbells.

2. Personally, I think free weights are better because you will equally train your muscles. With machines, say a leg extension machine, one leg may be stronger and will do more of the work, leaving your muscles trained unevenly.

3. Cardio is your best bet to lose weight at this point. Do it after weight training, but make sure you warm up for at least 6-8 minutes before starting your workout routine. Also, since you are trying to burn fat and not bulk up, make sure you do at least 15-25 reps per excercise, and 2-3 sets of each excercise per muscle group with a 30-60 second max rest between sets. This will keep your heart rate elevated and thus burn more fat. Also, another good way to spike your heart rate is after doing a few sets, hop on an elliptical trainer or a bike for 3 minutes during your workout, and then go back to lifting. At this point in time you want to keep your heart rate around 128, which is 70% of your max HR. (Best to burn fat at) As your ability and endurance increase you can take it up to 80%, which is 147. But I wouldn't do that for awhile until everything becomes too easy- then you increase weights, HR, cardio, etc. Also, make sure you get at least 20-30 minutes of cardio 3 times a week. That is the bare minimum.

Hope this helps smile If you have any more questions feel free to ask, I'm happy to help you smile
trebo:
thanks sweetie, you're the best kiss
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Looking for a new job sucks. I am scared I am never going to make enough to survive. My chosen profession is not one that many can make a really good living at, at least in LA it seems. How can one survive on $10 an hour when there are bills to pay like rent and car insurance and cell phones, and tuition, and food...
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trebo:
looking for a new job does suck! i do have a friend that wants me to fill out an ap for her place of work. its like 40 minutes away frown .
a friend of mine just quit a bartenders job and she was making something like $2.50 an hour plus tips.
the personal trainers are a dime a dozen and you just got to develop your niche. make up business cards advertising that u will come to thier home and train them until u develop a following then do it full time.
find something that u feel passionate about and go out and do it.
sending love and kiss kiss
hera:
Yeah, I know what you mean!! I think bartending is where its at to make any money these days... I consider it everynow and then when I am feeling especially broke
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Why I can't sleep:

Tomorrow is a short day
Tomorrow is a short day and I get paid.
Tomorrow is a short day and I get paid and I also have THE ENTIRE FUCKING WEEKEND OFF
Tomorrow is a short day and I get paid and I also have THE ENTIRE FUCKING WEEKEND OFF AND I GET TO SEE MY DUDE AND BE A GANGSTER...
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heretic1313:
hi cool kitty, what is your fav. vodka these days? puke
violently:
oh man, i will drink any vodka so long as i can mix it with cranberry juice

what's yours?
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Guess what? I'm an idiot.

On another note, the Perseid Meteor Shower is tonight. If I didn't have to work tomorrow I would be out in the hills in my truck with a blanket and a case of PBR. And a boy. Because I'm an idiot.

Oh did I tell you? I'M AN IDIOT.


The end.
hera:
Really? I didn't know there was a meteor shower tonight!
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I have a bad feeling.

I think he is over me.

Figures.
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mestiphopoles:
it never gets easier
it never gets better
never even comes close
it's all down hill from here
unless.....
juxtapose:
frown
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hugYSChild04: i love you
ThugYSChild04: i want to bear your children
YSC SMD: thaa chill
YSC SMD: ur hot, i think
ThugYSChild04: aww baby, you turn me onnnn
YSC SMD: lets have a cyber session
ThugYSChild04: hahah, ok too far
YSC SMD: im putting strawberriers in my butt and then eating them out with a dildo for a spoon
YSC SMD: hhahahahaha
ThugYSChild04: hahahahahahhaha

I...
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contradiction:
btw - you are WAY hot too smile
eazy:
How did my conversation end up in ur paste button hmmmmm.

Those shoes sound hot. Everyone's gonna want them.
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I need a new job, at a new gym. I am tired of getting fucked over and ganked. I am tired of the bullshit, I am tired of being walked all over. I am tired of making no money and being miserable.

I am tired of this shitfucking town, and the shitfucks that inhabit it. I am ready to run away again, to another state...
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trebo:
quit my job at fitworks today. i couldnt take the backstabbing and nay sayers anymore!
whats up with u??
aaronidiot:
Woohoo, whiskey and cussing.
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i remember...

your head in my lap
my hands on your face
getting you a beer and you grabbing my arm and telling me "i love you"
waking up with your arms around me
playing boxing on xbox
drinking beer till the pass out point

and it's only 4 more days
i remember you telling me that

i'll keep it in mind

i love you...
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eazy:
"...and they call it puppy love..."
sethomatik:
Crazy how fun this love shit can be, isn't it?
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sometimes you find help in the places you'd least expect, and for this i am grateful.

thank you to everyone who has been here for me, especially trebo. you rock my socks.

xo

mary
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isetfires:
what's the difference between me and you? besides the fact that we've both lived in the desert.

skull
hera:
smile
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Woke up this morning at Nicks, and I just panicked. I got dressed really quick, woke him up and kissed him goodbye and left. No explanantion, just pretty much ran out of there. I didn't want him to see me freak out.

I can't take it anymore. It's killing me. I only get to see him one day a week and it's not enough. It...
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violently:
i want to tell him how i feel, but i don't think it will help. i mean, there is nothing either of us can do about the distance thing other than me driving out there a few more times a week, or moving in with him or closer to him. i feel like it's too soon to bring that up, and i don't want to scare him away.
i already feel like i'm pushing him away when i act like this. i feel like if i tell him hey i love you and can't take seeing you only once a week it's not going to help anything. i really don't know what to do or say.

thank you for kind words though, i really appreciate it. i don't really have anyone i can talk to about this. my sister was like well, just tell him, but it's not that easy you know?
trebo:
ok.. if u want to talk to me feel free i sent u a *contact* email thru sg
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10 Things I am tired of, in no particular order:

1. Racist people. I mean really people, WHO FUCKING CARES? Just because someone is black or white or Asian or Mexican or whatever does not make them a bad person. Get over it already. You are stupid if you really feel that strongly about someone's ethnicity.

2. Girls who play mind games and think no...
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serialx:
HOLY SHIT!
Yeah you need that ice cream...
"and i thought i was fed up with my "friends"..."
Bamf!
EL SUICIDO LOCO
trebo:
my jobs still shitty. i got to go to fuckin training all next week to sell memberships THIER WAY. i've been in one of my fucking moods since i got transfered (still am). i'm fucking tired of grabbing my ankles in life you know. i need a "friends with benefits" type thing to realease some stress and maybe put me in a fucking better mood. fucking school and the job takes out my fucking social life.
notice how i used your favorite word all in the right places biggrin
take care cutie kiss
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i feel depressed and lonely. i can't sleep, i can't think- i am just sitting here staring at my computer screen and wanting to cry.

i don't know what's wrong with me. i think i need a hug.

i also think i need to stop being such a huge fucking sandy vagina and get over my out of control emotions, so when i figure out...
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eazy:
Ahh u little love sicky puppy. Its cute. Be sad and lonely it means u care. Its not necessarily a bad thing.