On a sad note, about 16 hours ago, someone very dear and special to me living on the other side of the world in Canada where I can't be right now, was raped.
She has given me permission to tell you what happened as long as she remains anonymous.
She was drinking with some people she got to know when she first moved there and...
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She has given me permission to tell you what happened as long as she remains anonymous.
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University of Edinburgh rejected my application.
I have written requesting an explanation and if there exists an appeal process.
I had applied to 5 other unis as well, so i await 5 more replies.
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Son of SG CD Swap IV
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go here:
http://www.honda.co.uk/multimedia/
and download 'The Cog'. Remember, this commercial involves NO TRICK PHOTOGRAPHY and over 600 takes to nail it.
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thursday:
hey
ladydeath:
Are you sure you don't want me to pay them a visit? It'd be nothing for me to go kick some ass. Ok,ok I'll respect your wishes and not go. If you ever change your mind though just let me know.
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University of Edinburgh rejected my application.
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Son of SG CD Swap IV
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go here:
http://www.honda.co.uk/multimedia/
and download 'The Cog'. Remember, this commercial involves NO TRICK PHOTOGRAPHY and over 600 takes to nail it.
University of Edinburgh rejected my application.
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Son of SG CD Swap IV
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go here:
http://www.honda.co.uk/multimedia/
and download 'The Cog'. Remember, this commercial involves NO TRICK PHOTOGRAPHY and over 600 takes to nail it.
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thora:
Maybe they're too traditional? I mean, MIT has a strong countercultural element, lots of good schools do. Do they?
PS I knew you'd be back ahead of schedule.
PS I knew you'd be back ahead of schedule.
lostomen:
that cog thing was awesome. I'd buy that car. hahah.
Hello, I'm back. A little bit earlier, but out of a sense of duty and necessity.
LionFire was *zotted* over the weekend and I offered to help him as a liaison for his SG CD Swap IV that he was the organiser for.
Go to Son of SG CD Swap IV for further details if you were taking part.
There is only a week left...
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LionFire was *zotted* over the weekend and I offered to help him as a liaison for his SG CD Swap IV that he was the organiser for.
Go to Son of SG CD Swap IV for further details if you were taking part.
There is only a week left...
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rxqueen:
welcome back!
hope all is well
you were definitely missed
good luck with the cd swap thingie
hope all is well
you were definitely missed
good luck with the cd swap thingie
blasfemme:
YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so freakin' jazzed munir. i thought this day would NEVER come!!!
"darkly beautiful", awwww, schucks...you flatter me.
it's been nice getting to know you. remember what i said...wait, what DID i say? heee
i am so freakin' jazzed munir. i thought this day would NEVER come!!!
"darkly beautiful", awwww, schucks...you flatter me.
it's been nice getting to know you. remember what i said...wait, what DID i say? heee
I am on my sabbatical. Continue to post here if you wish. Just know that I'm not even going to check my journal or even the main page. Cold turkey.
I'll be back the 23rd. May all of you have fun and be safe.
I am available on yahoo msgr, just check my profile for the username.
Blessed Be
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Yeah so, I found out...
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I'll be back the 23rd. May all of you have fun and be safe.
I am available on yahoo msgr, just check my profile for the username.
Blessed Be
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Yeah so, I found out...
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prana:
It sounds like you're in desperate need of this sabbatical...it's
funny because I just said the exact same thing to my best freind
yesterday; that I need a break away from people. It is essential to
the nourishment of life. I hate to use the "C" word, but it seems to me
that the only way to heal from this Linda thing is to find closure, whether
through confrontation as other's have suggested, or through yourself. Ideally
both. Whatever gives you meaning, in any sense, cannot be invalidated. This
is something I'm working on at the moment. I also can't wait to get back to school.
Enjoy your time away, but I hope to hear from you soon.
funny because I just said the exact same thing to my best freind
yesterday; that I need a break away from people. It is essential to
the nourishment of life. I hate to use the "C" word, but it seems to me
that the only way to heal from this Linda thing is to find closure, whether
through confrontation as other's have suggested, or through yourself. Ideally
both. Whatever gives you meaning, in any sense, cannot be invalidated. This
is something I'm working on at the moment. I also can't wait to get back to school.
Enjoy your time away, but I hope to hear from you soon.
maelwys:
In the words of Terry Pratchett, from the Thief of Time novel.
'Everyone has a conditional clause in thier life, some little unspoken addition to the rules like 'except when I really need to' or 'unless no-one is looking' or, indeed, 'unless the first one was nougat'. Soto had for centuries embraced a belief in the sanctity of all life and the ultimate uselessness of violence, but his personal conditional clause was 'but not the hair. No-one touches the hair, ok?''
A time off period every now and then is necessary I think, I do it for various reasons too. Just go with what feels best I suppose. Good luck with Edinburgh.
'Everyone has a conditional clause in thier life, some little unspoken addition to the rules like 'except when I really need to' or 'unless no-one is looking' or, indeed, 'unless the first one was nougat'. Soto had for centuries embraced a belief in the sanctity of all life and the ultimate uselessness of violence, but his personal conditional clause was 'but not the hair. No-one touches the hair, ok?''
A time off period every now and then is necessary I think, I do it for various reasons too. Just go with what feels best I suppose. Good luck with Edinburgh.
I am feeling really weird, fucked up and having a sort of deep inner anxiety attack.
Funny how it's Friday the 13th.
A lot of hang-ups I've had buried for a while have all come bubbling to the surface like a bloated, headless, decomposed body breaking away from it's concrete shoes.
I'm....
I...
gonna hang out with my friend Jacob. just do something tonight...away from...
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Funny how it's Friday the 13th.
A lot of hang-ups I've had buried for a while have all come bubbling to the surface like a bloated, headless, decomposed body breaking away from it's concrete shoes.
I'm....
I...
gonna hang out with my friend Jacob. just do something tonight...away from...
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gstrife:
hee hee, thanks man...wasn't too worried, once i figured out what it was, i closed it pretty quick so i doubt i'll remember it at all after one good night of drinking 
blasfemme:
you're going away??? NO, NO...
i know, it's only for a week but...i'll miss you.
yes it WAS fun chatting on yahoo. cool to hear your voice as well. we must do it again soon. on your hiatus from SG are you still gonna be online?? i hope so.
you know, i once had a good friend tell me much the same thing as your friend told you. he told me he loved me but that i was too negative to be around...changed my life forever. it takes courage for friends to do that. that is indeed a TRUE friend.
if you go for a week i hope you enjoy your time. it won't be the same around here but i definitely understand..
it's now 12 pm ish there, i wonder what you're up to....
have a good day sweets
i know, it's only for a week but...i'll miss you.
yes it WAS fun chatting on yahoo. cool to hear your voice as well. we must do it again soon. on your hiatus from SG are you still gonna be online?? i hope so.
you know, i once had a good friend tell me much the same thing as your friend told you. he told me he loved me but that i was too negative to be around...changed my life forever. it takes courage for friends to do that. that is indeed a TRUE friend.
if you go for a week i hope you enjoy your time. it won't be the same around here but i definitely understand..
it's now 12 pm ish there, i wonder what you're up to....
have a good day sweets
Linda's healthy and fine. Though she's been having weird dreams too.
I feel a little silly, but most of all I feel relieved. Especially when I heard her voice.
A combination of battery power and money running out on her refill card kept us out of touch.
All is well, and I'll be seeing her later today.
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I feel a little silly, but most of all I feel relieved. Especially when I heard her voice.
A combination of battery power and money running out on her refill card kept us out of touch.
All is well, and I'll be seeing her later today.
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blasfemme:
isn't nick kershaw from haircut 100??
i love 80's musick. that's my decade. woo hoo
i love 80's musick. that's my decade. woo hoo
aries:
im a nerd, i pretty much like all musicals. i love grease, sound of music, west side story, Evita, have u seen that new one with bjork? its sad but good.
About a half hour after I said goodbye to Linda after we watched Secretary, completely out of the blue, I had this incredibly vivid, realistic vision of Linda being in a hit and run, her body flung up in the air.
It was so strong it replaced my normal vision and superimposed itself. I have never had it so strong before in memory.
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It was so strong it replaced my normal vision and superimposed itself. I have never had it so strong before in memory.
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theslant:
Hey man, I hope she'll be okay..
ladydeath:
I'm sorry to hear your so worried but I'm sure she'll be fine,just have a little faith. *HUG* Did I just say that? Well I've certainly impressed myself I deserve another big glass of tea.
*HUG* Did I just say that? Well I've certainly impressed myself I deserve another big glass of tea.I saw 'Secretary' with Linda. Interesting film. It was good but not THAT good. Cheesy ending. Very unfortunate lack in the screenplay on the relationship between the main character and her father. There's a lot inferred but it's never elaborated, and makes certain scenes seem to exist in a vacuum. What I did like was that until the very end, I could not predict what...
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tryptamine_____:
ah yes. vacations are lovely, particularly when they are paid.
at the rate i'm going, i think i owe myself to my work for about 5 years more, since i ask for so much time off.
your letter is coming. slowly but surely. brad and i have a lot to do with digitalis, but that's priority #2 and writing to you is priority #1. maybe i'll send it page by page, just to sort of make up for taking so damn long...
at the rate i'm going, i think i owe myself to my work for about 5 years more, since i ask for so much time off.
your letter is coming. slowly but surely. brad and i have a lot to do with digitalis, but that's priority #2 and writing to you is priority #1. maybe i'll send it page by page, just to sort of make up for taking so damn long...
ladydeath:
I'm really happy for you that you college thing is going so good. I hope you get into the one you want. I didn't but I got my second choice so all is well. *HUG*
I promise I will reply to all of you who posted to my last journal tomorrow.
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I just wanted to say that having an Aries Venus is no fun.
Feelings suck.
Having crushes you can't control suck.
Dreams, Wishes and Desires that will never come true suck.
"You're perfect...BUT" sucks
Feeling like a number in a long line of numbers suck.
Not Being Enough,...
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I just wanted to say that having an Aries Venus is no fun.
Feelings suck.
Having crushes you can't control suck.
Dreams, Wishes and Desires that will never come true suck.
"You're perfect...BUT" sucks
Feeling like a number in a long line of numbers suck.
Not Being Enough,...
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ladydeath:
Not haveing your arm chopped off-Priceless
What this wasn't a mastercard commercial damn don't I feel silly now.
What this wasn't a mastercard commercial damn don't I feel silly now.
catphile:
I myself am not practicing wicca, but my girlfriend does, and has a wonderful community of friends that I also adore. They are nice enough to let me come to the parties and rituals, but I'm not allowed to do everything. I also have been learning about astrology to keep up, but I'm pretty much atheist, and they all seem to respect that. So I'm near the community, but not of them. The Solstice party should be nice. It's out in the forrest on Mt. Hood in Oregon and there is going to be a ritual at sundown. I'm really looking forward to it. (There will probably be much to discuss on Harry Potter!)
love ya
Anyway! I'm proud of you. Thanks.