vassago

Im not sure that I am interested in any sort of life that doesn't have you in it.

Im not sure what that means right now.

In the meantime, I have the dragon to keep me quiet. I hope she kills me.. between you and I.

yeah.
That's how I feel.

So, it seems that my former best friend and lover has decided to remove herself from my life.

I feel destroyed.

You see, I am one of those out of touch asswipes that falls REALLY hard (when I do). I realize it isnt very "chic" to actually love someone these days.

I can't help it. She amazed me.
i was somehow never able to quite...
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my website should be a bit more functional right now, though i still have some improvements.

im hiding now. sorry.

Something about these few days surrounding christmas is really odd. It is like the collective unconscious gets totally schizo.

Some people interperet the energy as love, or personal excitement.. others feel nothing but angst, depression, or anxiousness. I am somewhere in between.

It doesnt help that I am an idiot. I fall so hard for the totally wrong people. And because of that, I am...
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I am really tired.. I cant do anything to sleep.
I wish I could.

I am awake, I am journal surfing.
How productive.....

Serendipity is adorable.

My love life sucks ass. ( heh..)
I am so torn and confused, and my reclusiveness is only making things worse on me as far the actually worthwhile people go.

The human heart is by no means a good thing.

i hate letting go.
everytime that i do, i lose more of whatever i am.

J. Ralph is an excellent musician.

I need to get a second A12 for my Hassy, Then I could work with multiple films at one time.

I miss San Francisco. There isnt any pain there, not for me, not so far.
There is something beautiful, something that I cannot put my finger on, about the energy on the other side of the Rockies.
When I am away, I ache for it.
Perhaps it is hard to know what I mean, if you have lived there too long, or if you aren't...
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