vassago

So, it seems that my former best friend and lover has decided to remove herself from my life.

I feel destroyed.

You see, I am one of those out of touch asswipes that falls REALLY hard (when I do). I realize it isnt very "chic" to actually love someone these days.

I can't help it. She amazed me.
i was somehow never able to quite get enough of her, and she actually understood me. That is something I have never had otherwise.

Then, over the period of a few months, she became a different person. It might sound odd, but she somehow became completely heartless.
Nothing I said or did was ever good enough.. she lied all the time..
She laughed if I cried.. She made it a point to let me know how "unstable" and "mentally Ill" she thought I was.

Sickly, my love has persisted. I cannot forget the girl I met. I am alone, and I am confused.
This sucks total ass.

Don't I have better things to do than be heartbroken?