vassago

days in to this shit. no sleep, cannot eat.
as for the more serious matters in life, i am struggling to even move, how can i do something about them.

i have been through this shit too much before. i am not like you. i cannot heal, not from betrayal like this.

i know what must be done, and i am filled with resentment for it.
nevertheless, i can hardly even wait.. i have everything i need and nothing holding me back now.

but damn my heart, i always have to consider others.. why? i cant just go, not overnight.
i have some things to put in order first. then sleep.