Something about these few days surrounding christmas is really odd. It is like the collective unconscious gets totally schizo.
Some people interperet the energy as love, or personal excitement.. others feel nothing but angst, depression, or anxiousness. I am somewhere in between.
It doesnt help that I am an idiot. I fall so hard for the totally wrong people. And because of that, I am left aching. I dont want to feel this way anymore. I am sick to death of psychologically abusive people.
I deserve better.
My site seems to be totally disfunctional on some versions of Iexplorer. Why have they stopped supporting Ping files?
Anyhow, I have some work to do on it.
Some people interperet the energy as love, or personal excitement.. others feel nothing but angst, depression, or anxiousness. I am somewhere in between.
It doesnt help that I am an idiot. I fall so hard for the totally wrong people. And because of that, I am left aching. I dont want to feel this way anymore. I am sick to death of psychologically abusive people.
I deserve better.
My site seems to be totally disfunctional on some versions of Iexplorer. Why have they stopped supporting Ping files?
Anyhow, I have some work to do on it.
& you do deserve better.