i have been asked, by therapists and friends alike, how it helps.
i can see where the whole thing is hard to understand. Sometimes, so much has gone wrong that it seems like the universe has given you the finger. The horror of feeling it all is simply unbearable. A distraction is needed.
once it is over, it completely numbs the weight of the emotional pain. then, what you are left with is simply messed fabric.
i can see where the whole thing is hard to understand. Sometimes, so much has gone wrong that it seems like the universe has given you the finger. The horror of feeling it all is simply unbearable. A distraction is needed.
once it is over, it completely numbs the weight of the emotional pain. then, what you are left with is simply messed fabric.
saturn1:
it?
saturn1:
& underneath it all, it's more than fabric, no? maybe really far below, but it's there nonetheless.