vassago

The things that go through one's head while packed into a crowd and fully intoxicated by an entheogen.

I am a twisted fucking mess.

Tonight there were a billion other eyes and they were each as blind as I. I was everything that follows me, everything that terrorizes me.
I was kat and giant sweaty exboyfriends and failure and heroin .. I was sex and Romedo's dead body and I am that failure to handle any of it.
I am alone in everything that I regrettably am.


"you will never see me."