....back in Detroit.
getting away was entirely necessary.
I completed more writing and photography in those fourteen days than i have in several months previous.
im lazy.
Colorodo is a pretty state.
Everything seems alot more polished than detroit.
I would never want to live there.
I visited the remains of the Haymen (SP?) fire.
In it's own way, the burnt forest is quite beautiful.
I managed to catch floor tickets to see Tool in Denver while i was there. The show was great, though it is funny to see that Maynard has gotten a little bit of a belly.
Throughout the performence i held a certain friend close and meditated deeply.
i left that show with a terrible headache.
Later that evening, i made excellent friends with two very interesting young women....
A few days later, i caught Voltaire (the singer) at a Denver goth club ("onyx").
He is amazing, and sexy as hell.
I was able to come to peace with certian things while there..
Unfortunately, one of the few women i would actually allow myself to commit to decided to push me far, far way.
I being a total retard, fluctuate from emotionally devastated to emotionally vacant on the subject.
Well, whatever. I want to be wanted passionately. If someone is unable, or unwilling to give me that. I refuse to pursue the relationship to anything deeper than passivity.
I saw a palm reader while i was travelling.
she had some interesting insights.
She says that despite what i think, Im not actually Italian.
She says my family were Celts who were moved to southern italy many years ago.
..interesting.
She also told me that i would be leaving Michigan for awhile after this upcoming august.
Heh, I thought i was going to a new semester of college.
Altogether, the experience allowed me to gain some much needed focus.
getting away was entirely necessary.
I completed more writing and photography in those fourteen days than i have in several months previous.
im lazy.
Colorodo is a pretty state.
Everything seems alot more polished than detroit.
I would never want to live there.
I visited the remains of the Haymen (SP?) fire.
In it's own way, the burnt forest is quite beautiful.
I managed to catch floor tickets to see Tool in Denver while i was there. The show was great, though it is funny to see that Maynard has gotten a little bit of a belly.
Throughout the performence i held a certain friend close and meditated deeply.
i left that show with a terrible headache.
Later that evening, i made excellent friends with two very interesting young women....
A few days later, i caught Voltaire (the singer) at a Denver goth club ("onyx").
He is amazing, and sexy as hell.
I was able to come to peace with certian things while there..
Unfortunately, one of the few women i would actually allow myself to commit to decided to push me far, far way.
I being a total retard, fluctuate from emotionally devastated to emotionally vacant on the subject.
Well, whatever. I want to be wanted passionately. If someone is unable, or unwilling to give me that. I refuse to pursue the relationship to anything deeper than passivity.
I saw a palm reader while i was travelling.
she had some interesting insights.
She says that despite what i think, Im not actually Italian.
She says my family were Celts who were moved to southern italy many years ago.
..interesting.
She also told me that i would be leaving Michigan for awhile after this upcoming august.
Heh, I thought i was going to a new semester of college.
Altogether, the experience allowed me to gain some much needed focus.
the thing about psychics is that they can see what will happen if you choose a certain path but things change completely based on your decisions. i was a raised by a woman that may have saved my life a couple times and gave me no choice but to recognize that there is another sense that most of us ignore.
anyways, thanks for the kind email.