vassago

ty sweety. i really hope that your past will stop haunting u . i have someone from my past that was really verbably abusive towards me who still seems to slip into my mind or my dreams at times. i fucking hate it cause he had a way of really making me hate myself so i would turn to drugs to numb it. i felt so alone and like there was no way to escape . even now that i'm married and in another state he still haunts me to the point of where i can't eat or sleep. the one thing that he did that i thought was just right out cruel was fucking with me and my head when i was in my states of depression. it just really hurt knowing that he was making fun of me for being cyclothemic. he would be like u can't even get that right instead of just being bi polar u have to be border line bi polar or this cyclothemic thing they say u have. one of these days he will be out of my mind and dead to me. it's good to hear that things are getting a little better for u. take care of yourself sweety.

i'm sorry i didnt call until today, i hope you had a nice birthday