I miss BoxterJulep . . .
sometimes I have the calmest, most vivid suicidal ideas.
seems that I am easily bored, and I wonder in what other
ways I might manipulate my existence.
Perhaps I need a familiar, a cat? or a shadow. what would I
name it? reason. And I need a tool, something small and
worse than death. Or something so large it...
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sometimes I have the calmest, most vivid suicidal ideas.
seems that I am easily bored, and I wonder in what other
ways I might manipulate my existence.
Perhaps I need a familiar, a cat? or a shadow. what would I
name it? reason. And I need a tool, something small and
worse than death. Or something so large it...
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What are you going to be for Halloween?
What was your best costume ever?
Best Halloween ever?
So I feel like SHITE! today. My ears are stuffed with cotton. It's like my head is a cave and there are little bats (thoughts) fluttering around. And a constant threat of impending doom pervades (headache) And slimy green water (phlegm) trickles down the stalag(tites or mites)? (tonsils)...
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What was your best costume ever?
Best Halloween ever?
So I feel like SHITE! today. My ears are stuffed with cotton. It's like my head is a cave and there are little bats (thoughts) fluttering around. And a constant threat of impending doom pervades (headache) And slimy green water (phlegm) trickles down the stalag(tites or mites)? (tonsils)...
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hickuphelpline:
and
hickuphelpline:
...getting the best of
another hour gone...
Was Potomac with my cousins
until I grew up and went to PIFs as a christmas turkey in kitchen foil. That suit was hard to make as well and that was better fun than a curfew and plastic pots and plastic candy.
The Riddle:
Halloneen isn't that big here but there's a pub chain that will probably be running a traffic light party. That wasn't bitter. People who take themselves too seriously make me happy.
another hour gone...
Was Potomac with my cousins
until I grew up and went to PIFs as a christmas turkey in kitchen foil. That suit was hard to make as well and that was better fun than a curfew and plastic pots and plastic candy.
The Riddle:
Halloneen isn't that big here but there's a pub chain that will probably be running a traffic light party. That wasn't bitter. People who take themselves too seriously make me happy.
Yuck I'm sick, but they're playing some awesome Mozart on the radio, makes it so much easier to do homework.
Fryan cooked up some green chili chicken with holy basil, fuckin A it was sssooooooooo hot! I think he used 13 serranos! I took them all out, but it still took me an hour and a half to eat it. Had to take breaks, just...
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Fryan cooked up some green chili chicken with holy basil, fuckin A it was sssooooooooo hot! I think he used 13 serranos! I took them all out, but it still took me an hour and a half to eat it. Had to take breaks, just...
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oh I am sooo tired
Melanie and Nathan got married yesterday. It was beautiful, I cried my eyes out. Then I got smashed.
a feverish flame of love expanded inside I wanted to lean into you
catch you on fire
so hard to burn so slowly
to conserve this
for ever
we must be quiet
shake the earth til all the colours
fly out
Melanie and Nathan got married yesterday. It was beautiful, I cried my eyes out. Then I got smashed.
a feverish flame of love expanded inside I wanted to lean into you
catch you on fire
so hard to burn so slowly
to conserve this
for ever
we must be quiet
shake the earth til all the colours
fly out
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gunter:
friends getting married....causes waaaay too much thinking.
andreya:
Beautiful poem...and thanks for your encouraging words the other day. 
woohoo!!!!!!
I've got 2 new friends!!!!!
I've got 2 new friends!!!!!
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abracadabra:
yeah that was me in the front with my friends..a sweaty messsss..such a great show...i worked with jello at the rnc convention protest 2000 in philly...i put him up for awhile and fed him lots of cheap free food from a place i used to work..i also shot video of him for his spoken word..he's fucking right on with his message....
jubjub:
... shape shifting and making people feel uncomfortable at the supermarket...haha radness!!...
how have you been...been listening to any cool albums lately?
how have you been...been listening to any cool albums lately?
from 'Walden Two' by B.F. Skinner
"(T)here's a great deal wrong with personal figures of any sort. After all, what's the function of the leader-of the hero? Have you ever thought that through? Isn't it to piece out an inadequate science of government? In a pre-scientific society the best the common man can do is pin his faith on a leader and give him his...
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"(T)here's a great deal wrong with personal figures of any sort. After all, what's the function of the leader-of the hero? Have you ever thought that through? Isn't it to piece out an inadequate science of government? In a pre-scientific society the best the common man can do is pin his faith on a leader and give him his...
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uswer8024082082084:
juniper fall down go sleepy . . .
bloody bruised and tied up.
that's how I like 'em
YEAGH!!
bloody bruised and tied up.
that's how I like 'em
YEAGH!!
trinityy:
thank you hun.
i just get so paranoid with health problems.
trin
xoxo
i just get so paranoid with health problems.
trin
xoxo
Yay for school!!!
I've got Pilates
English- Myth and Folklore
French
Humanities-Social History of the Media.
All my teachers are women, and they all rock!!!!!!!!!
Besides that; I am so broke. AND I'M GOING TO MINISTRY TONIGHT!!!!!
I've got Pilates
English- Myth and Folklore
French
Humanities-Social History of the Media.
All my teachers are women, and they all rock!!!!!!!!!
Besides that; I am so broke. AND I'M GOING TO MINISTRY TONIGHT!!!!!
geeva:
have fun at school... pilates? geez. I'm missing out. I like all those swimming on the floor type exersizes.
Where is Hung Far Low? I just got the pic off the internet.
Where is Hung Far Low? I just got the pic off the internet.
BUTCHER
YOU'RE TOO CLOSE. I DON'T RECOGNIZE YOUR SMELL. YOU'RE IN THE
WRONG SKIN. I DON'T RECOGNIZE YOUR SMELL. YOUR MOUTH SMELLS
STRANGE. SOME PEOPLE WANT TO KILL YOU . SOME PEOPLE WANT TO
FUCK YOU. WHEN YOU SAY THE WRONG WORD. YOU COULD BE
SCREWING YOURSELF. WHEN YOU ACT THE WRONG WAY. WHEN YOU DO
THE WRONG THING. YOU COULD BE SCREWING YOURSELF. DON'T...
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YOU'RE TOO CLOSE. I DON'T RECOGNIZE YOUR SMELL. YOU'RE IN THE
WRONG SKIN. I DON'T RECOGNIZE YOUR SMELL. YOUR MOUTH SMELLS
STRANGE. SOME PEOPLE WANT TO KILL YOU . SOME PEOPLE WANT TO
FUCK YOU. WHEN YOU SAY THE WRONG WORD. YOU COULD BE
SCREWING YOURSELF. WHEN YOU ACT THE WRONG WAY. WHEN YOU DO
THE WRONG THING. YOU COULD BE SCREWING YOURSELF. DON'T...
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malevolence:
Been dead. Just sort of, you know, still walking.
lillithvain:
Thank you for the nice comment you left on my set. I really appreciate it!
I am sad
I have to work at 530am
there is so much stuff going on tonight. and my boyfriend is out there having a fucking brilliant time without me.
it's been like this since December, since I started working at starbucks
And my sex drive is through the roof. And and and. . . . there's more.
no one can fulfill this.
I have to work at 530am
there is so much stuff going on tonight. and my boyfriend is out there having a fucking brilliant time without me.
it's been like this since December, since I started working at starbucks
And my sex drive is through the roof. And and and. . . . there's more.
no one can fulfill this.
trixel:
Sometimes I find the torture of being a public place, doing mundane tasks, while thinking of absolutely filthy depraved sexual things is exquisite. And sometimes, when the torture has gone on too long, I confess to having taken it into the "quiet room" at work. 
hi 
hi
trixel:
oh lovely. I'd forgotten about alex grey.
I never sent this to you. years ago.
are you anywhere?
here is a letter, instead of a post card.
today was like spring. an enormous mountain of clouds threatened us on the southeast. birds flew out from the heart of it. I thought there must be something behind it. the angry face of Zeus? I waited, but only saw the silly birds, wheeling and...
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are you anywhere?
here is a letter, instead of a post card.
today was like spring. an enormous mountain of clouds threatened us on the southeast. birds flew out from the heart of it. I thought there must be something behind it. the angry face of Zeus? I waited, but only saw the silly birds, wheeling and...
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I became a translator in Paris. One thing just kind of led to another, since I was a writer and bilingual.
[Edited on Oct 08, 2004 12:14PM]