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Today was a much better day.

Work still sucked ass and I wasn't able to have lunch with my favourite co-worker since she was way too busy. Lunch with her is the best part of my work day.

Yet, beyond all that, I was able to move on from the shit from this weekend. My wife isn't home and I was able to make my...
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This was a bloody awful weekend.

I am filled with anger, hurt; a feeling of absolute nothingness eating my sanity. Very Neverending Story. Except the Nothing is my own rage. The person in my life fills me with this rage. It is not her fault completely. Most of it falls to me, but I cannot help but be hurt by her actions and words.

The...
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ziggs:
I can say i know what ur feeling. i am feeling it too. don't give up. find strength. Dave King, lead singer of Flogging Molly once sang, "Nothing ever came from a life that was a simple one". I live by this saying everyday, now more than ever. keep strong. everything has a purpose and soon u will find it...
lickyface:
IF MAN IS 5, IF MAN IS 5, IF MAN IS 5, THEN THE DEVIL IS 6, THEN THE DEVIL IS 6, THEN THE DEVIL IS 6...AND IF THE DEVIL IS 6, THEN GOD IS 7 THEN GOD IS 7 THEN GOD IS 7, THIS MONKEY'S GONE TO HEAVEN! eeek
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My first journal entry from my new laptop. biggrin

I'd like to apologize to my now six-year old iMac for no longer spending as much time with her. frown

Stayed home today. Had a violent pain in my back as if someone had stabbed me there. Took some really strong pain medicine and took a ride on the prescription meds train to lalaland. Woke up confused and...
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I know I promised a translation of yesterday's poem, but I got my new laptop today, so.... yeah.

Work sucked. Commuting sucks. mad

I wish to be more creative. Yesterday's poem was my first ever one, and the fact that I wrote in spanish, a language I speak very well, yet have not written in for a number of years, is kind of weird. So, that...
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nyghtwish:
Hi! Thanks for the shout out.

Welcome to the site smile
catiedid:
Lovely...

Thank you for the translation. I believe you are a poet.

And you've heard enough about me...you know I'm pushy (and a cold hearted frigid bitch)!! Part of my charm I suppose... whatever
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Yo no soy poeta.
El viento, con su cancin,
su silbido hace notas
que pasan por mi corazn.
El sol sus rayos que brillan
en los ojos del mundo,
ellos son poetas.
Los arboles, el pasto, las flores
son poetas de colores.
Pero yo no soy poeta.

La Noche de donde se cuelga
la Luna y las estrellas brillantes.
En su brillo y su oscuridad,...
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catiedid:
"Say to Mr. Foot for me."

Am I missing something or am I having a blonde moment?
catiedid:
there is a foot cream named after him?!?! am i being blonde again...i really think i am sooooo slow tonight.

does he make it known to everyone he doesn't like feet?!?! or just the chicks he has a "passionate exchange of words" with?!?!

*giggle*
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Blood begets Life.
Life begets hate.
Hate begets Destruction.
Destruction spills blood.
Death erases all.

From Death, blood flow anew.

"Die Lust der Zertrung ist zugleich eine schaffende Lust!"
(The urge for destruction is also a creative urge.)
Michael Bakunin

Life has a tendency to throw us for a loop at times. Our character shows true with how we react to these seemingly endless situations....
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captknutz:
Welcome to my group, hang in there, it gets easier but it takes a very long time, I was told this too but didn't quite comprehend. It'll take longer and hurt longer than you can imagine(thats if you really cared anyway, which it sounds like you do/did) anyways keep your head up, and if you think their is a small chance to fix it or if you want to then go for it, cause you don't want any regrets later or to leave anything unsaid. skull
catiedid:
Be strong my friend. We both know the pain, chaos, and drama is just beginning.

" From our blood and soul flows creation. Be it writing, art, photography, parenthood, etc. Anything we do is creative at its core." Nicely put...so true!

Happy Monday to you.