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my account has run out and i don't want to pay for it... cannot afford it atm.
might reinstate it some day.

i have no idea why i'm still allowed to sign in...

byebye beautiful breasts and interesting people! kiss
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okay, i'm a fucking douche. haha i hate that term... anyway, i've been hanging out at home with the stomach flu feeling sorry for myself if i were patricia. meaning= work has been on pause for my health, but everything is complicated to the extent that Work would not give one eighth of a shit. i think i am 90% trish though so it starts...
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navanod74165:
It will happen for sure

mirima:
I want the same thing...its hard to find...and it seems so out of reach...but just beyond your fingertips there is someone there...waiting with arm wide open. <3
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i"ve been trying to keep as busy as possible. this has worked out for me so far, but i feel like i need to meet new people. if you're in the fw, seattle area, i am down to get to know one another. just send me a personal message if you're interested. blush
navanod74165:
Well I'm not in the area but I hope you find someone soon.
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Whenever I periodically write here I feel a bit awkward... like, why am I even spending time on this?
Anyway, I suppose it is nice to have a place to document some of the goings on of my life..?

Well, I've been going through a big transition lately. After The End of an Era occurred, and I got my ass into a new apartment, I've...
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tremodian:
You have six kittens? I would die of cute. Kittens are the kryptonite to my macho image. Don't tell anyone.
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A few weeks ago my boyfriend of 3 years, that I live with, told me he no longer wants to be in a relationship. I was totally shocked to hear this because I thought we were doing well. We spent the night crying together and talking about how he feels and the future.
Anyway, I am looking for a new place. I talked with two...
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nickstone:
I really do feel sorry for you. frown
siggie:
So how is your new place? Did all your worries get proven wrong?
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Got a new cell phone yesterday. The reason this is any sort of news is that I've had the same cell phone for, like, 8 or 9 years. It was ridiculously horrible - I am just NOW getting text messaging and it's fucking 2009. Also, it was so old I couldn't transfer my contact list so I had to do that manually - took hours....
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lilcupcake:
Sounds like you had a nice weekend! Glad to hear it smile Congrats on coming into 2009 with your technology tongue
erich:
Hell, I just started using a 4 year old phone with a camera & keyboard. In 2005 it was awesome technology.

now?

It's an old, beat up phone that I got for free.

but hell, at least it works.
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i'm a ball of stress.
work talked about just moving me up to 30 hrs instead of 40 hrs from the half-time (20 hrs) i've been doing for 2.5 months but then backed out saying they can't do it yet. i'm broke. they told me the half-time would only last 2 months - it's running into 3. grrr.
i've already planned my vacation and was...
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visara:
Find some time do something you like ... that will help you reduce the stress levels smile

(((hugs))))



kiss kiss kiss
lilcupcake:
awwww kiss sorry to hear you are so stressed! I hear ya though. I hope you can find some time to just chill and relax!
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Yesterday I hosted a birthday party for one of my very good friends. It was so fun! We decorated the apartment with streamers and balloons. And baked the birthday cake together.
I made greek food for her - Spanakopita and Greek Salad and Pita with hummus and tzatziki - and I was really happy how it turned out since they seemed to gobble it up!...
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lilcupcake:
Glad you had fun at the party! Sounds like you are a good friend to have smile
linedrawing:
Oh, I get the feeling we'd have lots of fun if we had a dinner together. smile And I'm always sending out love vibes to SG people. kiss

And just saw on your profile that your favourite book is Cunt... love love It's so wonderful, isn't it! I only read it a few months ago and it was so inspiring.
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I guess I seem to find in SG a friendly place for the emotionalism that lacks in other parts of my life.

so i end up saying things i wish i wouldn't have said or have said differently.


either may 1st or 4th - i'lll start back up full time at my job (hopefully!).
i'm most excited to be more involved in the graphic design...
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darke:
If you feel strongly that you need to figure this out, you need to explain that to your boyfriend, and either break-up or agree to see other people until you know who you are. Committing to someone before you've fully developed your sense of self is a disservice to you both.
erich:
I have to agree. Before making any permanent relationship decisions, make sure you're the person you need to be. You're no good to him or yourself if you're not sure you are with the right person.