Whenever I periodically write here I feel a bit awkward... like, why am I even spending time on this?
Anyway, I suppose it is nice to have a place to document some of the goings on of my life..?
Well, I've been going through a big transition lately. After The End of an Era occurred, and I got my ass into a new apartment, I've been keeping as busy as possible.
It's strange to live alone. I am not sure if it's for me, and at first I was really unhappy whenever I was alone in the apartment with some time to spare. Now I feel a bit more comfortable, but I've compensated for the empty space a person leaves by talking to myself more and breaking into goofy songs. I really miss the intimacy and silliness I had with my previous live-in. At least there are kittens...
Did you know that I have 6 kittens and their mommy living with me?! They are freaking beautiful and I love them all, but I can only keep one... I still need a home for one and I really want it to be someone that I know or my friends/family knows, so that it's not out in the world of scaries that I don't trust. Raising kitties is very serious business to me... besides all the frolicking and purring... they require a measure of stability and income. I would die if I found out one of them was fucked with by a crazy person, and that's my worst nightmare for giving it to a stranger. They do take up a lot of time though. I feed them 3 times per day, and I constantly have to clean out the litter box because there are 7 kitties using it. It's rewarding though. They are sweethearts and are good at keeping me company. I love purring. It is one of the most happy things to hear on this earth for me haha. Kittens purring?! Well... I can't stand to go on anymore...
Two of the major benefits of from moving to F-dub are being WAY closer to work and to friends. I still have a hard time making it to work on time though because I'm really REALLY not a morning person haha.
I have gotten closer again to my lady friends though which kicks a lot of ass. Especially with my favoritist one: Sara. She is the only girl I have every really just clicked with. I've been seeing her every week since she updated her vehicle soon after I moved. We're going to host a theme party sometime in the future... Under The Sea.
The "boys are silly" blog was about how ridiculous it is to all of a sudden be pursued by a couple guys at once just because I'm "single" now. I wasn't interested in either... one of them is my friends bf! But it just made me chuckle a little bit. I dunno. I have some negative feelings about it, but I don't need to get into that.
Another semi-new thing in my life has been trying to be more healthy and making time to workout. It's basically my hobby now because I don't really put as much energy into anything else outside of work and social life than exercising. I've actually lost almost 40 pounds since June 1st when I started. I had chubbed up from drinking too much and not eating right and my body becoming more adulty and less teenagery. Anyway, I'm now in the best shape of my life because I never exercised as a youngin'. It's pretty awesome and makes me feel powerful.
Hmm, I also am still sorta seeing my ex. It's probably one of the weirdest breakups I've ever gone through because there was no real cut off. We lived together for over a month after the night of the break up. We're still close. His reasons for breaking up have nothing to do with feeling negatively toward me; they more have to do with what he wants for his future and making himself happy. I respect that. I want the boy to be happy. Anyway, we are still attached, and I almost feel like he might be more attached to me than I am to him at some times which confuses me. Haha I guess this whole thing is confusing, but I'm in it for the ride. If either of us are dishonest or decides to seriously pursue another lover then we'll cut off a bit more. Right now, we both just miss each other though. Dorky, I know. I guess that's what you get after investing more than 3 years in someone who's awfully cute!
Well, I guess that's it for now.
Music of the night:
Anyway, I suppose it is nice to have a place to document some of the goings on of my life..?
Well, I've been going through a big transition lately. After The End of an Era occurred, and I got my ass into a new apartment, I've been keeping as busy as possible.
It's strange to live alone. I am not sure if it's for me, and at first I was really unhappy whenever I was alone in the apartment with some time to spare. Now I feel a bit more comfortable, but I've compensated for the empty space a person leaves by talking to myself more and breaking into goofy songs. I really miss the intimacy and silliness I had with my previous live-in. At least there are kittens...
Did you know that I have 6 kittens and their mommy living with me?! They are freaking beautiful and I love them all, but I can only keep one... I still need a home for one and I really want it to be someone that I know or my friends/family knows, so that it's not out in the world of scaries that I don't trust. Raising kitties is very serious business to me... besides all the frolicking and purring... they require a measure of stability and income. I would die if I found out one of them was fucked with by a crazy person, and that's my worst nightmare for giving it to a stranger. They do take up a lot of time though. I feed them 3 times per day, and I constantly have to clean out the litter box because there are 7 kitties using it. It's rewarding though. They are sweethearts and are good at keeping me company. I love purring. It is one of the most happy things to hear on this earth for me haha. Kittens purring?! Well... I can't stand to go on anymore...
Two of the major benefits of from moving to F-dub are being WAY closer to work and to friends. I still have a hard time making it to work on time though because I'm really REALLY not a morning person haha.
I have gotten closer again to my lady friends though which kicks a lot of ass. Especially with my favoritist one: Sara. She is the only girl I have every really just clicked with. I've been seeing her every week since she updated her vehicle soon after I moved. We're going to host a theme party sometime in the future... Under The Sea.
The "boys are silly" blog was about how ridiculous it is to all of a sudden be pursued by a couple guys at once just because I'm "single" now. I wasn't interested in either... one of them is my friends bf! But it just made me chuckle a little bit. I dunno. I have some negative feelings about it, but I don't need to get into that.
Another semi-new thing in my life has been trying to be more healthy and making time to workout. It's basically my hobby now because I don't really put as much energy into anything else outside of work and social life than exercising. I've actually lost almost 40 pounds since June 1st when I started. I had chubbed up from drinking too much and not eating right and my body becoming more adulty and less teenagery. Anyway, I'm now in the best shape of my life because I never exercised as a youngin'. It's pretty awesome and makes me feel powerful.
Hmm, I also am still sorta seeing my ex. It's probably one of the weirdest breakups I've ever gone through because there was no real cut off. We lived together for over a month after the night of the break up. We're still close. His reasons for breaking up have nothing to do with feeling negatively toward me; they more have to do with what he wants for his future and making himself happy. I respect that. I want the boy to be happy. Anyway, we are still attached, and I almost feel like he might be more attached to me than I am to him at some times which confuses me. Haha I guess this whole thing is confusing, but I'm in it for the ride. If either of us are dishonest or decides to seriously pursue another lover then we'll cut off a bit more. Right now, we both just miss each other though. Dorky, I know. I guess that's what you get after investing more than 3 years in someone who's awfully cute!
Well, I guess that's it for now.
Music of the night:
tremodian:
You have six kittens? I would die of cute. Kittens are the kryptonite to my macho image. Don't tell anyone.