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sometimes you look into other people's lives and see a situation you covet, and sometimes you look into other people's lives and breathe a sigh of relief and think "thank fuck that's not my life." guess i'm looking to do more of the latter these days.

i need to keep a real, paper journal.. i'm sure someday i might be able to pull writing ideas...
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deathcabforuglie:
i tried to have a real paper journal...but i started so many that i tried to have themes for each one..like one was going to be about girls and the exploits i've had with them..and another was going to be like...just poems and thoughts..and the other was a day-to-day thing..and i just got worn out trying to keep up with them all..
xoxo,
j
rottensockets:
Talking with other people tends to give you insist on whether or not your crazy. It's good to simply get the reaction out of someone as you say something.... reading one's face as you talk. At least that's why I seek people out. Talking helps a lot, just even to get things out in the open sometimes.... The relations you can get from other people that sometimes, you just don't expect.
I'd love to talk more.... but I'm too afraid to talk too much, let too much out and end up contradicting myself, as I always do. I don't know. I don't know a lot of things lately.
BTW, don't you have Sunday off? I open, so we should do something, if you do, because I'd love to see you.
(yuck that rhymed)
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i'm not sure how to be ok lately. one of my friends said the way i describe how i feel sometimes sounds like the classic description of being bipolar. great. everyday i feel increasingly distant from the one person in my life that i should feel closer to. we don't share any common goals, and spending time alone is like a slow and hurtful realization...
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rottensockets:
Maybe I'll give you my advice some other time.... but you have me here whenever you do want to talk, but there's some things that I can't bring myself to type about... this being one of them.
I suppose I just want you to know I'm here, whether or not I comment.
frylock:
Once you know how to puke like a ninja, all will become clear, grasshopper.
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i spent my day off cleaning my house... i don't think there is anything more frustrating than having to spend what would typically be a day of rest on your hand and knees scrubbing floors and whatnot, only to have to repeat it all again in a few more days. sometimes i wished i lived alone, so the cleanup would be minimal, but i'm sure...
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catdad:
Wow... I wish I had a roommate to clean up after me and the cats.

The new Jennifer Terran cd is quite good. I'm not sure I'd recommend it for someone who doesn't already like her though. But it captures her spirit live.
rachet:
I have to clean my house tomorrow on my day off mad

My boyfriend is a slob ooo aaa
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i got flowers from a coworker today, just because she said i seemed a little off this week. it's funny what you project towards people sometimes... but i love my crew, they take good care of me.
so tonight was spent toward the betterment of other people's lives... i did laundry for the boy, made some cd's for amy (hers got kited in a smash...
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trismegistus:
people can call whenever they want. i rarely have the ringer on. as for sleeping in, when i used to drink all the time i slept in until at least 10 every day. but now i hate sleeping past 8 otherwise i feel like i've lost precious time.

i just noticed that Reagtard wrote something similar to that. the little drooler and i just have so much in common! puke

speedphreak:
So, how's the camera thing going? Getting any cool pictures yet? Don't forget to post them........ smile
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so i'm going down today to see a friend that i haven't laid eyes on in 4 years. the friendship we used to have was utterly torturous because she was extremely hot, and extremely flirtatious... but wanted nothing to do with girls. she called me about a month and a half ago, really insistent on seeing me, telling me she had to see me that...
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speedphreak:
Excellent choice on the D-Rebel! What kind of photography are you going to do with it?

Check HERE 29 FEB 04 for my debacle with getting my camera! I'm still waiting on the refund check to get here, and when it does, I'll go and get the new Rebel. Then we can compare notes!
india:
kiss kiss kiss
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i hate doubting myself. i wish i didn't always have to wonder if people really liked me for me, or if they are just trying to be opportunistic and are using me for a gain i can't quite figure out. i hate friendships that die, for reasons known and unknown. wondering if you'll ever find your way back to common ground, or will they just...
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ericj:
I don't know you well enough to comment on your emotional void, but, no, it's not too much to ask for the attention you want. Sometimes I forget that, while being sucks sometimes when you just want someone to hold, or whatever, it's so much worse to be with someone and feel those same things.

Digital.

Pinback!!!!!!! biggrin
nimbleboy:
I hope you'll be OK, but (esp. after reading RottenSockets' response) people come and go, I think you get used to it...

Digital is correct.

Bliss Descending.

This nimble boy is drunk. And on strike. (Give beer to those who are perishing, wine to those who are in anguish; let them drink and forget their poverty and remember their misery no more. -Proverbs 31:6-7)

Be good.

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i hate doubting myself. i wish i didn't always have to wonder if people really liked me for me, or if they are just trying to be opportunistic and are using me for a gain i can't quite figure out. i hate friendships that die, for reasons known and unknown. wondering if you'll ever find your way back to common ground, or will they just...
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i hate doubting myself. i wish i didn't always have to wonder if people really liked me for me, or if they are just trying to be opportunistic and are using me for a gain i can't quite figure out. i hate friendships that die, for reasons known and unknown. wondering if you'll ever find your way back to common ground, or will they just...
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back from seattle... missed all of you, especially Rotten Sockets ... though i did pick up something for her. there are so many sets that i have to go peruse and so many journals to post in, so much effing laundry to do- blech!!
sometimes i think i would go on more vacations if there were no dirty clothes/piles of mail/baggage claim b.s. to deal...
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rottensockets:
biggrin tongue
(rejoice with no words)
seattledome:
Sorry you did not visit Portland. you will have to make a trip sometime. Seattle is nice, but Portland is better. LOL biggrin biggrin
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my stepdad's ok.. he had a stent put into one of his major arteries, and now feels much better.... though he said in order to get the stent in they went through his groin, which i think even if i was scared about my heart, i probably would have said that there was no need to involve my penis in any of this... big sigh...
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rottensockets:
I still miss you, the boy can stay, but I miss you, I hope you're having fun! ARRR!!!

edited because I can't spell boy. frown

[Edited on Mar 04, 2004 8:24PM]
shouldilove:
god.
you are a fucking dorable
and really want to kiss you.
yupyup.
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my stepfather is in the hospital, rather unexpectedly...i think he's going to have bypass surgery this morning, but we don't know for sure.. he may just get an angioplasty. i'm worried for my mom. not exactly the best time to be leaving in 3 days. frown
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rottensockets:
I ♥ you.
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catdad:
Hope all goes well.
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so i finally dragged ass out of bed this morning and went for a run... it always makes me feel about a thousand times more productive than sleeping in (though for my money, most things can't touch the perfection of sleeping in and waking up naturally...)
i need to get on a budget. i make better money now than i ever have, and yet have...
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rottensockets:
Pretty dang hot, already in my favorites. love love
rottensockets:
If you open them up in photoshop, you can resize them under the image menu... thats what I do at least.