After posting my blog the other day and being given so many positive messages there may be some fight in me yet. Its hard for me, yes, and I'm struggling every day, but modelling is something I do love and enjoy. It's been my only love for 10 years now and I feel like although I may take a break, I may be the other side of the camera, maybe only work with friends, maybe even just turn this into a hobby for a while, I can't give it up completely. My image of myself and my self esteem does take a big toll on my thought processes and how I view everything around me, but in time hopefully that will change with the help I have received so far. I will be shooting with a beloved friend tomorrow who shot a lot of my now archived sets and my current set, Eos, and I hope we can create some magic that makes me realise who I am and what I stand for. ❤️❤️ Thank you all you beautiful souls for talking a girl off the ledge. You don't realise how much you've done.
@missy @rambo @teal @eirenne @lemon
