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lots of walking yesterday + rainy muggy weather = hurty hurting day today

I wish I didn't have work....

hair extensions are my new favorite toy

I feel like crap...
The newest medication is not agreeing with me atttt alllll.

And apparently since I was being to negative and decided to keep things to myself and i'll figure it out on my own ... I'm now single I guess.
I don't have the energy to get upset or fight about it.. maybe it just wasn't meant to be.. it will just...
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my job cut my hours to 3 days a week......
I'm having major health issues.. more of which I found out today and cried about for about 2 hours while I ironed clothing at work.
I lose my insurance in 2 months....

Working 24 hrs a week makes me to wealthy for aid for student health care.
I will have to pay out of pocket....
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I have no choice but to keep functioning.... when all I want to do is stay in bed.
I'm in pain and throwing up daily but no one can tell me why and no my meds don't need to be adjusted.
I worked 22 hours last week. I'm not able to make my bills.. I have no money saved for tabs or anything else for...
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I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

Trust is the worst thing to break in any type of situation.... Just when you think someone is your friend and on your side they do something that suggest otherwise and leave you sitting there scratching your head...

It's to bad that I gave up on second chances a...
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Rumors are funny.....

Soooo with in the last week for some unbeknown reason two ex boyfriends have contacted me out of the blue. Both cases the relationships with fairly insignificant and had no big impact on my life. Grand Rapids Nick aka forehead boy mentioned something about hearing that I was engaged and I just kinda went with it to avoid further contact with him...
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I'm back!

Everything about my life now has to change.
I haven't taken it lightly.
Friday I was diagnosed with aggressive rheumatoid arthritis.
I know nothing more about its severity until August 20th because my insurance rocks.
Every joint in my body hurts. Its becoming impossible to use crutches because my fingers hurt.
My stomach is a mess because of pain killers.
I'm missing work because frankly...
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Still not deleted yet?? hmmmmmm......