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boredom
watching this will probably be a waste of your time, lol.

the song is bachelorette by tori amos.

so... today was my first acupuncture appointment.
it went well, i felt sorta light headed afterwards actually! but i'm excited to go back again.
i'll update more later... i've got some pictures too! hahaha yeah, i'm a nerd.

this is full of ranting and bitching. vlogging is my therapy, lol.

PS- i'm thinking about a perm.. or chopping all my hair off. thoughts? suggestions? by perm i mean some body, nice curls, not a jackson 5 fro or anything.

so... i've sunk back a little today. my girls and i were supposed to hang out tonight but shawn, my friend alaynas husband, had a motorcycle accident on wednesday. he's ok, just a broken collar bone thankfully, but alaynas been killing herself taking care of him and not getting much sleep, and also taking care of two extra kids at her nannying job. so... i've...
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i am feeling a bit better today.
thanks to everyone who cheered me up, left comments, and sent messages. you guys rule.
i'm still sucking at replying to comments and commenting on blogs. so, sorry about that. i promise i'll get better.

i was only in bed for 8 hours last night. yeah, thats normal for me. my goal for today was to get out...
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i'm alive... mostly.

so, sorry i haven't been responding to blogs and comments... i promise i still read them all. i just can't think of anything good to say... *shrug* btw, if you actually watch that whole sad thing, you're awesome.

ps- why does taking naked pictures and pics of my cats always cheer me up? i'm so weird.

i cried all night last night.
i stayed in bed all day and slept.
i'd have to say i'm a little down.
...maybe more than just a little.

i hate feeling like this.
i need a hug.