being that i live in indiana now, 'the country' is about three streets up from my neighborhood, lol.
it was such a gorgeous day, not too hot, and i drove around with my windows down. not that i have a choice since my AC is broken, but still.. it was nice.
sometimes i love indiana.
i also went and visited my friend blair's grave.
it's in this little cemetery that i used to go to and think. it was my thinking spot and one day i actually discovered her grave by accident. she'd been cremated and her mom had talked about having a grave site anyhow, but i never heard about where it was going to be or anything... so one day when i was home from school... i was there at my thinking spot and... there she was. it was sooooo weird. i sobbed. but it's the perfect place for her to be. maybe this is cheesy but when i'm there at her grave there is always something that happens, like the wind blows at just the right time, and today there was a butterfly that flew around the whole time i was there... it just sorta lets me know that she's still there with me.
today is good.
