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my friend alayna keeps picking on me. she's really being kind of mean sometimes. and it really makes me feel like crap. she says it's 'tough love'. i say i can make myself feel like crap on my own. she just doesn't get it. it's always all about her, what she thinks, and she's always got to be right. it's her way or else. i...
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here i am.... i feel like a real person or somthing.
it's pretty rad cause i'm pretty much getting paid to sit here and play solitaire, lol.
but i do have some real things to do later in the day.. i have to re-run part of the bulletin and fix some typo's. woohoo! making copies! [no really, i'm serious. i love the copy machine. haha]...
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i've been stress eating a lot lately, and eating really poorly too. i had cinnamon and sugar toast for breakfast and a candy bar this afternoon [a take 5, and fucking love those]. but i'm not supposed to be eating sugar! so that sucks... but i think it has to do with my parents being away. last time my parents were out of the counrty...
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here's a video of all the video i took on vacation in Baltimore... i hate that my camera doesn't have sound! grrr. but i'm actually pretty proud of this video, lol. i really love iMovie!

i also uploaded some pics into my SG Friends folder from the trip

ps- thanks to all of you who commented on my last journal. i was just having a...
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OMFGWFT.
like i needed to hear this right fucking now... im going to go shrivel up and cry.
look what this person commented to me on this youtube video. just what i was thinking... and just what i needed, my feelings confirmed. aaargh... apparently i'm not the only one that thinks i'm an ugly fat fuck hole.

and yeah...
i have just not been...
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i have just not been feeling up to really really updating. so i put all my pics in a video. they're mostly in order... some of the fish from the aquarium snuck in early but whatever. so for a day by day go look at PunkNiteMike's journal. yeah, i'm that lazy.


and i made this today too, just for the shit of it....
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i swear i'll will get my vacation pics up soon...
i've just been annoyingly girlie and emotional the past few days and not really up to it..
but whatever.
i'm going to make myself do it when i get up.

i went to the bars tonight with some friends and had a crap time.
i felt gross and ugly, though i'd started the day feeling...
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well peeps... the trip is over
and i'm home... which is a little bit of a relief since i'm exhausted. but mostly i'm sad...
i actually cried on the way home, lol. i'm a nerd but vacation withdrawal is real, i swear!

so... i'm going to get my pictures resized and uploaded asap, there are some good ones too.
i can't wait for you all...
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today we are going into DC with Anarchie! and hopefully jackieOmonroe... call us girl! unfortunately Suri had to leave early yesterday moring because of a family emergency, but she is just as cute in person! i'm so glad we got to meet her. i heart her. she kept saying that i was famous, lol!

so we're going to the ZOO! i'm so excited......
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WE ARE HERE!!!
in Baltimore, WOOT