I'm feeling very sensitive and vulnerable today.
My mom hates short hair, she keeps telling me I either look like a) a boy. or b) a butch dyke. That's not very cool of mommy dearest, it's severly hurting my feelings. I'm a pansy and I almost cry.
On the other hand, I had my third day in Floral and I felt like I was still lollygagging around in getting things done. At the end of the day the floral manager told me how good of a job I'm doing and how proud she is of me. That made me feel much more confident. She knows the this is my first time working in the floral department and the fact that it is a holiday. Therefore she's not annoyed of me taking my time. Which I am very thankful for.
Tonight is saturday night. I still feel congested and have a fucking cough that just won't quit. The other night I couldn't sleep for a few hours because I was coughing so bad. The next day I woke up with my stomach muscles hurting so bad from coughing all night. I'm going to have a six pack by the time this is all over!
Calvin is going to a friend's house after work to play music with the guy. That leaves me by myself. I'm such a whiner. It makes me feel like crap. Although at work I talked to a friend and told her and she offered to have me hang out with her. Which made me happy. So I think I'm gonna run over to my house grab some clothes and try not to die while I'm there. Supposedly my house is the reason I could have allergies. There is a ton of mold in that place. My mom is getting it taken care of as we speak.
And for the record, I love my haircut. My mom can just fuck off! Thank you and have a good night.
My mom hates short hair, she keeps telling me I either look like a) a boy. or b) a butch dyke. That's not very cool of mommy dearest, it's severly hurting my feelings. I'm a pansy and I almost cry.
On the other hand, I had my third day in Floral and I felt like I was still lollygagging around in getting things done. At the end of the day the floral manager told me how good of a job I'm doing and how proud she is of me. That made me feel much more confident. She knows the this is my first time working in the floral department and the fact that it is a holiday. Therefore she's not annoyed of me taking my time. Which I am very thankful for.
Tonight is saturday night. I still feel congested and have a fucking cough that just won't quit. The other night I couldn't sleep for a few hours because I was coughing so bad. The next day I woke up with my stomach muscles hurting so bad from coughing all night. I'm going to have a six pack by the time this is all over!
Calvin is going to a friend's house after work to play music with the guy. That leaves me by myself. I'm such a whiner. It makes me feel like crap. Although at work I talked to a friend and told her and she offered to have me hang out with her. Which made me happy. So I think I'm gonna run over to my house grab some clothes and try not to die while I'm there. Supposedly my house is the reason I could have allergies. There is a ton of mold in that place. My mom is getting it taken care of as we speak.
And for the record, I love my haircut. My mom can just fuck off! Thank you and have a good night.
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Well, congrats on moving up to Floral. It's a sweet deal.