0
Went to work today for only a half an hour. Woohoo! They called my house and left me a message not to come in because they were cutting hours. I was unaware and would have gladly stayed home. You see, I've been hating my job for quite some time now.

Haven't been up to much. I was hoping someone in Portland would want to hang...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
finch:
haha, no worries, i'm not offended or weirded out. it'll be 4 year this coming october. he died when i was 18.
jcup:
Go to citysearch.com. It gives you the ratings, costs, and locations of all the resturaunts. So are you going to Sonic Youth tonight at the Crystal? Im working it tonight. If so, Ill see ya there. smile
0
I keep ending up in Portland. This gives me reason to tell my friends of Portland they should give me their digits for future get togethers! lostlilgirl2003@yahoo.com Email me, if you care.. or would like to meet my boyfriend and I. I'm too scared to actually go by myself. Yes, what a pansy I am!

Went to Rocco's again tonight! My friend that was with...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
katiejane:
come visit me! smile
trajan:
I hope you weren't thinking I was talking about the tire and the present. I'm sorry if you got that impression. Those were just inconveniences I happened to run into during the day. Those were taken care of in short order, although I did have a few choice words for the tire.

The poblems I'm talking about are a little more long term. For example, I have to figure out what's going on between the auditors and my client's financial statements. They haven't been very forthcoming with reasons on their actions. So, naturally, the boss has left it up to me to figure it out for this year's work.

0
Took off to Portland tonight. Went and looked around in Buffalo Exchange, broke ass can't buy anything. Hopped on over to Spartacus just to check things out again. Nothing too exciting there, laughed at the butt plugs. Damn, I don't understand that shit. Ended up at Rocco's for some pine-n-swine pizza. Walked around somewhat near PNCA so Calvin could check out the scene. He was...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
welcome2thedawn:
funny that you mention buffalo exchange....they are probably looking to replace me...that's the job walked out on.... smile
empress_chandler:
I ate dinner at Joe's Crab Shack a few weeks ago. All I got to see were some dancing waiters. frown
0
The agenda today: change oil in my car, put a new air filter on. Possibly go to Rocco's pizza in the Pearl district. Possibly, I'm hoping so anyways. Relax and not have to work at the bitter time of 6am. I fuckin' rock! The norm of sunday goes a little like this, work at 6am be tired as hell for the first 2 or 3...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
lostanddazed:
are you changing your own oil and filter ,,...nothing sexier than a girl under the hood love love love love love take some pic's of you working on the car love love love I'm changing the oil today. Do you get hime to change your oil......and I mean the car and not you eeek eeek

[Edited on Jul 11, 2004 5:16PM]
mexicant:
Wish I lived in Portland. I'd love to hang out with you and get some chai. I'v been thinking about moving there for the longest time, but I hear it's kinda rough. Someone once told me that if the city doesn't "like" you, you'll never last...

And I agree with you about Tilly. She's gorgeous, through and through. But there's "something" about Fleur. I'm not sure what it is, but I'm drawn to it...

Though my fav is still Quinne. She's cute and incredibly hawt at the same time! love love
0
Times like these really make me wonder where I'll be at in five years. My biggest what if as was asked a few days back by jcup. Okay on with it, my biggest what if could possibly be, what if Calvin and I don't last, he's figuring everything out currently for college and I sit and do nothing with my life. What will I...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
trajan:
There should be no apologies in the sincere. If these entries afford you some level of comfort no matter how small, then it was worth doing so..
rin:
lol i guess you just missed out.
0
Suddenly I find myself mute. I want to write something and be incredible, but that is far from what I am. This is how I'm feeling world. Watch me crumble back into the little frightened girl I always have been. Currently I cannot stop thinking about my father. Soon it's another year passing of his suicide. My eyes swell and my heart breaks.. This is...
Read More
trajan:
Although I've not lost either of my parents, I can imagine how hurt you must feel. July 22nd, strangely enough, will mark the 3rd year of friend's passing away. She died in an auto accident when she was 21. Time goes so quickly, it still seems like yesterday she was just making drinks for people at the coffee house.

My sincerest condolences, Tiffany. frown
0
Drove around today, went to Moulton falls up north of Battle Ground. For those of you who don't know where that is, don't worry. It's a nowhere town. After that drove around Vancouver and ended up going to see a couple of my friends. I have been awfully bad about seeing these people so I must force myself to go every once in awhile at...
Read More
justmee:
After all the shit I heard about the Butterfly Effect... I thought it was pretty good. I watched the directors cut first though... never got around to the screen tested version.

It's cool to have someone on my little friends list that lives so close. So yay for you! biggrin

Moulton Falls... is that just the towns name, or are there actually falls up there? I'm looking for someplace purdy to go hiking... so if you know anything... email me!
trajan:
I might end up renting a movie tonight. Any recommendations? I know that's quite broad, but I'm just wondering if I'm missing any movies that I absolutely must have to see.
0
My car is fixed... $402 is all it costed me. Well, I guess not all, more then I wanted to spend but I had to. Good ole camry purrs like a kitten now. Makes me so happy feeling. Goodbye filling the radiator and reservior up everytime I leave. Thankful at last! Went to Portland yet again this morning. Calvin is trying to add the finishing...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
queena:
You're right, sweetie!
I will enjoy the naked ladies - and if I can remember to feel existential afterwards, I just might.
kiss
rylie:
I love your profile pic... smile
0
My piece of shit Camry is in the shop now. Hopefully it doesn't cost more then $400 but it very well could. They are not sure if it will be done today, they had a lot going on when I got there this morning. Excitedly I'll await the moment I can have my car back. Not leak and all! love

Thank you to everyone who has...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
lostanddazed:
The new Do looks cute kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
whaa:
Short hair is the best kind of hair if you ask me. Hope your car is feeling better.
0
The day has elapsed and I am happy now. After having a bad start we decided to go to Portland this afternoon. We wanted Rocco's pizza. It's the only thing we could afford to do. After parking Calvin and I were walking up Burnside. A guy walked up to us and asked us if we were interested in getting haircuts. Hesitantly we both said uh,...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
mexicant:
Hahaha... cute hair cut. It looks really good on you. And, might I add, you're a cutie too! kiss You should check out Quicksand. They're kinda hardcore, but they rock so very very VERY much.
godlessnerd:
nice hair cut miss! too bad you can't come to the party, it is a pretty long ways to come though wink have a good day, talk to you later.
0
Lacking substance in one's life is very depressing. This is getting tiring, not having anything to do on days off. Not doing anything with my life. Fearing college but it being the only turn.

On the 4th of July, Indepence Day, I saw a man at my store collapse. Paramedics and firemen came. They took him away to the hospital. A few hours passed and...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
jcup:
You should make 2 lists. One of things you're good at...and a second of what you enjoy doing. Whether it be a sport, art, music, roaming the city, ...whatever. It's good to find something to harness your energy into and improve and expand at it. Shit, make a third list of things that you have allways wanted to do. From big things to little things. Try to do some of these new things every weekend. Life loses luster if we dont find anything new and exciting. You need something to work and improve at and grow. It's human nature. Humans werent created to do meaningless work with most of their time alive, and definitely not to have the rewards of that work go to pay meaningless bills that have nothing to do with actual survival. My precription to you is to go watch Fight Club, get started on that list, and break out of the box somehow.
jcup:
My girl and myself were walking around burnside, 23rd, and downtown today as well. We live on burnside and 16th so it's convienient. I wish we would have ran into that offer. Im actually thinking of getting a line out of Fight club tattood on me to keep me motivated and in the right state of mind. The one line "It's only after we've lost everything, that we're free to do anything".