My fucking car is alive! Have I mentioned that it broke on me? Yeah, probably. Anyways, bought an alternator for it yesterday that wasn't enough for my money hungry piece of shit. Dumped an extra $40 into for a new battery this afternoon and I'm on the road again. At least for awhile. Now I have to sell it because it's draining me of cash...
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I've been so lazy today. Went and paid my car insurance. That's about all.
Got a nice check compared to last week. That made me happy this morning. Have to still buy an alternator. Maybe tomorrow. Until then I will just bum rides and sit at Calvins house wishing for my car.
Downloaded some awesome ringtones on my phone. Check this website out if you...
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Got a nice check compared to last week. That made me happy this morning. Have to still buy an alternator. Maybe tomorrow. Until then I will just bum rides and sit at Calvins house wishing for my car.
Downloaded some awesome ringtones on my phone. Check this website out if you...
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sluttygoodgirl:
I'm doing pretty shitty girl. Don't know if me and the man are gonna make it. Tired of wondering. Hope you are having a better day than me though! 
stitches_u_up:
Hey!! well i have like 4 guy friends pending!! but i was told by one of my co-workers that i think like a woman, and ironically most of my friends are Girls. yeah the single aspect does play just a bit of a part, but not all. I find that guys who are friends w girls i am friends with usually are pretty cool, or have been in the past to yall women serve as great filters, and introducers.
As to teh job. well...There is a certain dissonance between what we do and the effects it has on the patient. The surgical Motto is "To cut is to Cure" we are basically causing huge wounds to people in an attempt to make our injury be more reparable than their existing one. It is cool as hell to work on the body, to have the chest cracked open and work on resecting a lung while a heart is there beating. It is at times unreal, and very strange. but what makes all the hell and hours and stress worth it is knowing that i am part of one of the biggest moments in a persons life, and it is for the better.
As to teh job. well...There is a certain dissonance between what we do and the effects it has on the patient. The surgical Motto is "To cut is to Cure" we are basically causing huge wounds to people in an attempt to make our injury be more reparable than their existing one. It is cool as hell to work on the body, to have the chest cracked open and work on resecting a lung while a heart is there beating. It is at times unreal, and very strange. but what makes all the hell and hours and stress worth it is knowing that i am part of one of the biggest moments in a persons life, and it is for the better.
Yesterday was pretty fucked up but I'm still happy today. Woke up at 4:30am to go get my co-worker/friend Terri. She had asked me if I'd take her and her husband to the airport before I had to work at 6am. I decided I would because she is my favorite person to work with. Got to her house loaded their stuff in my car and...
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shayne:
poor girl! what a rough time you've had with your car, but i'm glad you've got understanding work folks and a great boy to help you out.
thank you for your sweet words about my set....
thank you for your sweet words about my set....
rylie:
NO! DON'T KILL A KITTY!!!
Stress and depression make me drive wrecklessly. I seem to not care how fast I go, whether or not I end up in the place I am going ie: car crash.
Had a decent weekend at the family reunion. Got stoned because my uncle was being a huge asshole to me. He was drunk, had a whole pint or whatever of Crown Royal to himself....
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Had a decent weekend at the family reunion. Got stoned because my uncle was being a huge asshole to me. He was drunk, had a whole pint or whatever of Crown Royal to himself....
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sluttygoodgirl:
That sucks. Maybe I need to get stoned....hmm....
That sucks. Maybe I need to get stoned....hmm....
jcup:
You need a punching bag and to start doing your own thing. Everyone needs to break out and be concerned with themselves only for a while. It's healing. A studio downtown would be a fun start.
Enough of the bullshit about fucking doctors. Yesterday Calvin went out and got himself a At&t phone and two year contract. I went after work to see how much of a deposit I would have to pay and it ended up being $200. Calvin went with this afternoon and got me on his contract for a family share plan.
Now hopefully we won't be breaking...
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Now hopefully we won't be breaking...
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monsvalentine:
cheers.
justmee:
I wish my family had reunions. The idea just seems like so much fun. BBQ's rock!
You should have gone to the sex toy party that I went to today... there's lots of little toys to knock your socks off. Definitely gets your interest in sex back up there. I'm just going to order this little dusting powder though. It goes on really white and shimmery, looks like it would glow under blacklight, is really smooth and nice feeling, and smells like the best vanilla smell ever! I also won a dick shaped lipstick for being the kinkiest girl there!!!
You should have gone to the sex toy party that I went to today... there's lots of little toys to knock your socks off. Definitely gets your interest in sex back up there. I'm just going to order this little dusting powder though. It goes on really white and shimmery, looks like it would glow under blacklight, is really smooth and nice feeling, and smells like the best vanilla smell ever! I also won a dick shaped lipstick for being the kinkiest girl there!!!
My pap didn't go very well. I cried for probably 20 minutes in the office. They really freaked me out. The lady who did my pap was kind of a bitch. Further notice on this later. Now I am going to go buy an Aloe Vera plant.
About this time of year 2002 I went in for a pap. Results came back with precancerous cells...
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About this time of year 2002 I went in for a pap. Results came back with precancerous cells...
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godlessnerd:
leaving? NO! you can't leave! who will write me nice messages??? WHO???
Doctors are the worst!
Doctors are the worst!
welcome2thedawn:
that's poo...i've been there...had a few abnormals...some biopsies (i think i spelled that wrong) colposcopies...no fun at all. it's even suckier when your doctor is an insensitive asshole. you're young and seen pretty healthy so everything will most likely end up fine. it's still scary when they tell you you could die. bastards..
Tonight is my pap smear. Woohoo! I am that excited. Hopefully everything will be alright. No bad cells! I've experienced it all before, fucking doctors and causing me money.
Going to the Fair tomorrow night might not be happening. We'll only be able to be there for like an hour. I think it would be worth the money. Riding the rides is best at night...
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Going to the Fair tomorrow night might not be happening. We'll only be able to be there for like an hour. I think it would be worth the money. Riding the rides is best at night...
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godlessnerd:
are you going to try and seduce the doctor or something?
danielle:
woo hoo i love fairs! carnival rides.
My big plans for the week. Go to the Clark County Fair on Thursday night. Family Reunion at Palmer lake near Gig Harbour Friday night-thru Sunday night. Woot! Partying it up with the fam.
Swimming at Moulton Falls in a few.
Swimming at Moulton Falls in a few.
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carpe_diem:
good plan
katie:
that sounds like a lovely little weekend : ]
have fun doll!
xoxo
have fun doll!
xoxo
Nothing I do is right anymore, or at least to myself. I'm feeling emotionally drained and I wanna die for a little while. Wish I could afford going to shrink so I can be told what the fuck is wrong with me. My period is near but this is not PMS.
I'm feeling like being a housewife at the current moment. Take care of all...
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I'm feeling like being a housewife at the current moment. Take care of all...
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justmee:
I used to go to the counselor... and I loved it! Really I probably just enjoyed someone being interested in what I had to say. The greatest thing that came out of my experiences were when he recommended I read a little book of poems. While it does have a little bit of a religiousness to it... I'm not a religious person, and I still love it. Here's a link to it for free online. Khalil Gibran is the name... and writing good, heart touching poems is what he was all about. Be sure to read it all. I didn't know what my problem was until I read the Love one and couldn't stop bawling for a week. It really got to me.
And if that doesn't work... then just email me. I can be a pretty good counselor myself. Or... do the running man like fscher said. I like that idea... it even made me smile!!!
Cheer up...
And if that doesn't work... then just email me. I can be a pretty good counselor myself. Or... do the running man like fscher said. I like that idea... it even made me smile!!!
Cheer up...
danielle:
i paid them and bought new toothpaste. but how lame huh?
Last night was weird. I'm not sure if I'm okay with my actions anymore. Bad Tiffany! Today is work yet again. And then going back to the 6am shift for at least 5 days. I hope I get 40 hrs next week as well but I'm not counting on it.
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polly:
yeah i got some cuddles.
justmee:
Wow... how i missed out on, like, six of your entries is beyond me. What a crappy friend I am!!! 
You don't sound too good! I'm kinda wondering what happened last night that was so horrible too....
If it was alcohol involved... be like me and stop drinking. I'm not really not doing it (does that make sense?) because I was being a crazy wild woman or anything, but because I started getting really intense hangovers. Hangovers suck ass...
You don't sound too good! I'm kinda wondering what happened last night that was so horrible too....
If it was alcohol involved... be like me and stop drinking. I'm not really not doing it (does that make sense?) because I was being a crazy wild woman or anything, but because I started getting really intense hangovers. Hangovers suck ass...
The weather is shit. Woke up to pouring down rain. I'm sitting here in light blue sweat pants and a hoodie covering my face. It's chilly in this room. And I have another day of nothing. I'm off of work again and have no plans, nor friends. I'm thinking it's looking like I'll be sitting here all day in front of Calvin's monitor staring at...
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hotpockets:
Yeah, you're gonna want to move to Portland. The city life, no sales tax, it's just better south of the border. 
You'll still have to put up with the rain, but that's just inherent to the PNW.
Today I only worked 5.5 hours, but it felt like 14 or so. *Now*, I'm gonna go to sleep.
Hopefully everything'll work out. I think that you do have a reason to walk the streets of Portland--Why not just walk around and do some soul searching at the same time. It's always good to get out of your normal surroundings to reflect.
Best of luck
You'll still have to put up with the rain, but that's just inherent to the PNW.
Today I only worked 5.5 hours, but it felt like 14 or so. *Now*, I'm gonna go to sleep.
Hopefully everything'll work out. I think that you do have a reason to walk the streets of Portland--Why not just walk around and do some soul searching at the same time. It's always good to get out of your normal surroundings to reflect.
Best of luck
empress_chandler:
You must get a bad case of winter blues every year. I personally love the fall. Sweaters and fires and holidays and mellow movies and mulled cider and crisp air and earthy smells.
There are lots of places in Portland where you could stroll around INSIDE looking cute?
There are lots of places in Portland where you could stroll around INSIDE looking cute?
I am fucking ecstatic at the current moment. This is a big deal to me because I haven't felt this happy in a loooooong time about my job. Went to Portland today. Somewhat disappointed with that adventure. Found Gallery 500 and there was nothing going on yet so I decided to come home.
Stopped by my work, my paycheck was depressing but I was expecting...
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godlessnerd:
ooo a name change
haha, did your boyfriend laugh at that, or did he think it was endearing?
haha, did your boyfriend laugh at that, or did he think it was endearing?
bridgetwnpeddler:
Yes Stormy is a regular there.. but overall I don't think it is such a great place to go. I know the guys who run it and have been a couple times.
they should just never break down...that would be better