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getting ready to have my brother-in-law and my step brother-in-law over for the weekend. Call me anal retentive, call me a cunt...but i am so freakin' stressed out. It's a stretch for me to have people over for more than a few hours, overnight-argghhh, and the weekend?--fucking kill me and make it quick. I dunno, just not the hostess type...it generally has nothing to do...
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i am having a fucking wonderful day...and i'm not being sarcastic....how nuts is that! I got a manicure with my aunt T (for tina ) got my meds before my dr. takes off for another 7 weeks, found a beautiful figurine of Ganesha for my altar, and a citrine charger stone that i can feel throughout my entire body. The Reiki master at the store...
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oi...today is a day for laundry and cleaning...trying to get the house in good condition before i'm back to staying at home with the baby all by myself. The hubby is going back to work and taking A LOT of overtime to make up for the past few months of destitution. I shall miss him terribly, but I'll also miss being able to bounce the...
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watching Dead Like Me on Netflix...i love that show--can't believe there were only two seasons....Mandy Patinkin is one of my favorite actors of all time. The Princess Bride? BEST MOVIE EVER!

just wanted to say thank you to EVERYONE! the response and support was just unbelievable...and it really did help me through this difficult time.

We buried my Grandmother yesterday. It was tough, but at least she isn't in pain anymore, and she left behind a legacy of love and family that will never die. It's funny- I am not a religious person, but I could...
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Thank you all so much for the kind and encouraging words yesterday...My grandmother passed at 4:30 this morning. May her God take her and keep her...

Sleep well, Grandma. Thank you for always believing in me; I promise that I'll make you proud one day. I'll always remember your cursing and laughter; the funny banter at the holiday table, the rambling, and the way your...
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My Grandmother slipped into a coma this morning...going down to say my goodbyes

finally going to figure out what the hell is wrong with my knee...and them i'm going to do some location hunting today for my next set idea...and reschedule the other shoot in the attic...i'll be back on later to check in...i've been made aware that VinciCha0s made this official shower/bath cam day...maybe i can have some fun in the tub tonight and see what looks...
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Well, it's been an interesting day...My Darkchylde's birthday was rather mellow...but at least he got laid three times...having a one year old makes that pretty impressive these days...but it was good to feel at home again.

AND! I'm super excited because his mother bought him a new Kuerig machine today- the kind that makes single cups. You see, this is exciting for me...
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Word of the Day:
epistemic: adj. of or relating to knowledge or knowing: cognitive

"Epistemic" has shifted from the arcane worlds of philosophy, linguistics, and rhetoric to the practical realm of business and and marketing. Wherever it is used, "epistemic" traces back to the knowledge of the Greeks. It comes from episteme, Greek for 'knowledge." That Greek noun is from the verb epistanai, meaning...
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Well, it is my Darchylde's birthday today...and i wish i had money so that i could buy him something wonderful...but I don't. i hate that feeling...but he certainly took advantage of the birthday rule last night starting at midnight...and it was great fun- but, how to do something spec-TACULAR?! I have a few ideas, but any others would be more than welcome.

If you...
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