I hate the holidays!!
Why the fuck does my family have to be so distant and independant from one another. I haven't celebrated the joy of xmas in over 13 years. My mom thought she'd get salvation by switching religions and now she's just as confused as she has ever been. So now we have a family supper, or we try, maybe we're only faking it. Yeah, that's it, we are faking a happy family. We get together and we don't talk about anything, nothing at all, nobody is interested about what anybody else is doing. I guess we all figure it's none of our business. About 30mins after supper everybody had something else to attend to. That's it about two and a half hours with my mom, dad and a couple siblings that could make it. I didn't attend last year either I guess we're all the same. I thought everybody was happy that mom and dad were back together. I don't think I have any idea what's going on. Well at least I'm trying to know what's going on with myself. "Temet Nosce"
Why the fuck does my family have to be so distant and independant from one another. I haven't celebrated the joy of xmas in over 13 years. My mom thought she'd get salvation by switching religions and now she's just as confused as she has ever been. So now we have a family supper, or we try, maybe we're only faking it. Yeah, that's it, we are faking a happy family. We get together and we don't talk about anything, nothing at all, nobody is interested about what anybody else is doing. I guess we all figure it's none of our business. About 30mins after supper everybody had something else to attend to. That's it about two and a half hours with my mom, dad and a couple siblings that could make it. I didn't attend last year either I guess we're all the same. I thought everybody was happy that mom and dad were back together. I don't think I have any idea what's going on. Well at least I'm trying to know what's going on with myself. "Temet Nosce"
My parents were the same way. They broke up for a while, and my Dad was seeing some other girl. They got back together, but it seemed to be just for keeping up appearances. I don't think they love each other, but it has gotten better, and we have a good time with it all anyways. As much as I'd love to hate everything all the time, it's just too much work, and not as much fun.