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Sunday Sep 22, 2013

Sep 22, 2013
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I'm getting close to my goal. I stepped on the scale the other day and I was down to 218 pounds. That is over 80 pounds lost in a span of a year. I should feel happy right? I think that I will always have that IFB. The inner fatboy wanting to chirp into my ear for a long time. I am proud of how much I have down and how far I have come but.. It isn't enough and what worries me the most is that it never will be.

I 've always used my weight as an excuse for many things in life. I have used it from work to relationships. I have told myself that the reason I am sad is because of my weight, Now that I don't have that excuse anymore it scares the shit out of me that it might be another issue. Anyway.... Here is an update of how I look.

kaicito:
Congrats, and yes, you should focus on feeling happy for the moment. Not too many people achieve what you have done. And maybe it's true that your weight wasn't merely an excuse, but the true reason stuff in other areas of your life perhaps didn't work out. As long as you don't feel under pressure that everything will be easy now, enjoy the moment!
Sep 22, 2013

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