So, I met up with my little friend again last night and it was beautiful. He is such the charmer. I just love the fact he respects me enough to be truly honest with me. He even brought me coffee in bed. That's about the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. I had a job interview on Monday and thet are suppose to call me within the week. Things are looking up. I can feel the stress slowly sliding off my shoulders. I just have to take life one day at a time and try to enjoy ever minute of it. I must go shower now. Oh, the smell of sex!! Catch up with you later. Hopefully I'll have more good news. By the way, I've been clean now for almost a month. I should be more than in the clear when it comes time to take my piss test. Besides, if I stay clean, I have that much more of a chance at getting my son back from his father. Wish me luck. 