Monday Apr 04, 2005

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Okay, so I know it's been awhile and I only have a second. I'm not dead. See ya when I see ya. Peace out and much love!!! wink
lillithvain:
Attitude is my middle name. I may have tooo much of it most of the time!

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Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

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Okay, so I'm still not sleeping worth shit. I have put in a million applications andhave heard nothing. I made an appointment to take my college placement exam and to go have my head examined. Maybe things will start getting better. I'm in desperate need of a bath. Just wanted to fill you in on all the good/ bad news. I'm going to wash all...
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lillithvain:
I'm just dropping by to say hello. kiss

Enjoy a long hot bubble bath.....
sloane:
Wow, thank you! blush

Thursday Dec 30, 2004

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So, I met up with my little friend again last night and it was beautiful. He is such the charmer. I just love the fact he respects me enough to be truly honest with me. He even brought me coffee in bed. That's about the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. I had a job interview on Monday and thet are suppose to...
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Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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Okay, so I was totally in a poopy mood the other day. I'm much better now. I think it was my little friend from the Red River getting to me. No surprise there. Anyhow, I'm seeing this guy who is totally into me for me. I can just be my normal freakish self and he loves it. I can say or do nothing to make...
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lillithvain:
Thanks so much for the nice comment you left on my set!!! kiss kiss

I'm really glad for you that you've found some happiness, even if it is with someone who likes to put holes in your body! wink I hope you have a wonderful new year sweetie!!!

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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Okay, so my life seems to be falling apart at the seams. I can deal with this, right?? frown I'm so stressed and fighting the urge to just become depressed and give up on life. I don't want to deal with it anymore. Why can't things be easy? Oh well life's a bitch and then you marry one. Just my luck at least. I guess I...
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Monday Nov 29, 2004

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Okay so this may be the last time I can get on here for a few weeks. I am moving the last of my stuff tomorrow. As I sit here in my floor looking down at my screen I realize how much I'm going to miss this old house. It's amazing how much you hate something until you don't have it anymore. I felt the...
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lillithvain:
I hadn't heard from you in a while so I thought I would stop by for a quick hello, and to see how your doing.

Friday Nov 26, 2004

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Well what do I say? Lillith is sending good karma my way. I need it badly. I will be okay and everything will work out if I can just seem to kick the depression that is clinging to my heels. The kids are good as can be. The rest of my family and I aren't getting along so well. I spend the turkey day with...
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lillithvain:
Um Turkey, I hope the good Karma is working out well for you. You should move out of KY. I find that the Midwest is very depressing in the winter time. It's really nice in the summer, (too damn hot here), but in the winter when it's cold it depresses you. So, grab the chitins and move somewhere nice and warm!

It's nice to know you have good friends that you can eat turkey with! Sometimes a good friend is better than anything else.

Oh, and you sister ran away with you baby's dad? Um, yeah. That sucks. My sister married my uncle and then my other sister (all step sisters) ran off with him! And, I've been dumped for men before, so.... ouch.

It'll get better, one day at a time, and if it doesn't, you can always come dancing like a monkey with me!

Xoxox kiss

Wednesday Nov 24, 2004

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Well if I'm not on tomorrow Happy Turkey Day to all. Been really bummed and wish I could curl up in a hole and spend the winter. Men suck. Moving next week to the crazy grandmother's house and probably won't have the net for awhile. She might think someone is crawling out of the computer to get her. Anywho going to look for a job...
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lillithvain:
Lots and lots of luck just for you. I know how that whole internet thing works. It sucks when you don't have it. I feel like I have a ton of things to catch up on. Hopefully, you'll get a good job and stuff soon. I'll send some good Karma your way! kiss
thephyllis:
Well what do I say? Lillith is sending good karma my way. I need it badly. I will be okay and everything will work out if I can just seem to kick the depression that is clinging to my heels. The kids are good as can be. The rest of my family and I aren't getting along so well. I spend the turkey day with my best friend and her family. The went to another friends house and did dinner with her family. It was a turkey filled day. The plans for the weekend, to pack and get moved. The first is creeping up quickly. I'd like to leave this town or the state for that matter. Something tells me that jobs and men are just crappy everywhere though so I'll stay for now. Who knows maybe things will work out for me is this shitty town after all?? I guess I need to go make some coffee and get modivated. These clothes aren't packing themselves yet. Everyone enjoy the holidays and I'll do my best to keep in touch. Tons of fun and freaking it!!! Love, ME wink

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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Well, the baby had to have surgery this past week, but all is well. I am still looking for a job. I have enjoyed my time at home, but it's time for me to get back out to the real world were the freaks roam. Tell me something new and interesting cause I am BORED STUPID!!! eeek Hope to hear from you soon.

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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So, I'm new to this whole thing and if anyone could help me out all assistance is appreciated. I'm just out to have a good time like everyone else. I'm just a simple girl from a small town. If I don't sound all that interesting it's just because I don't get out much, but I have fun doing what I do. Well, it's time for...
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