so, my brother passed away three weeks ago.
i've been going crazy. Sometimes I feel like it's okay to let it all go, and be done with it, because I know he wouldn't want me hanging onto this pain forever, but there's this other part of me that just wants to scream, and kick and stab myself over and over until I bleed to death....
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i've been going crazy. Sometimes I feel like it's okay to let it all go, and be done with it, because I know he wouldn't want me hanging onto this pain forever, but there's this other part of me that just wants to scream, and kick and stab myself over and over until I bleed to death....
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I start school in two days! yay! I am excited, but not.
It's time to get back to being poor and stressed, and underfed.
It's time to get back to being poor and stressed, and underfed.
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attn_ho:
ok, invoice is sent, finally. if you want, i can also send an audio tape of all the pete music i collected. if you still use tapes, that is...
attn_ho:
annnd the package was sent today! its media mail though. the soonest it will get there is a week, but often takes around two. enjoy! (in a week or so)
i think there's a pirate out my window...
that's all.
that's all.
i am,
bored
sleepy
tired
sick
feverish
dead
and i'm ready to go to bed now.... just thought you should know.
bored
sleepy
tired
sick
feverish
dead
and i'm ready to go to bed now.... just thought you should know.
heck yes!! today is my birthday! thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
i am going to the beach in about ten seconds to have my party.
its going to be a bonfire with lots of drunken debauchery going on... wannna come? you should!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going to the beach in about ten seconds to have my party.
its going to be a bonfire with lots of drunken debauchery going on... wannna come? you should!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shaunie:
hope you had fun last night 
themagicmedicine:
pictures of yours truly
Testing. Testing. Yay. My phone is so cool!
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theduke:
Happy Birthday!
skeneo:
happy belated birthday lol
so today, after being in class from 11-5... I feel worse than i have in like a million years, this cold/sickness thing keeps getting worse. and just when i think it cant get any worse. it does... i am currently deaf in my left ear... its driving me insane.. my whole head is pounding, tomorrow will be a week of progressively worse sickness. if i...
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shaunie:
poor you 
hope you feel better soon
hope you feel better soon
ewww, back to school in a few hours...
I took a few days off because I have this crazy head-cold.. and one of my teachers emailed me just to bitch me out.. what an ass face..
I think i am feeling good enough to go back to school though..
so yeah, thats where i am right now... its great.
I took a few days off because I have this crazy head-cold.. and one of my teachers emailed me just to bitch me out.. what an ass face..
I think i am feeling good enough to go back to school though..
so yeah, thats where i am right now... its great.
shaunie:
have a nice day
Hang in there. It will get easier.
*more hugs*
Advice from a stranger: Let it out, girlie, it's going to take a long time to get over, especially if you two were close. It's been 8 years since my father passed and Im still dealing with it. Don't be afraid to let your feelings out, because nothing you are feeling right now is wrong. *hug*