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Go know what kind of reply I will get from her, or one at all but it was absolutely driving me insane not being able to contact her.

I have no idea on what to expect but hopefully she won't ignore me or be horrible, I hope she won't but I'm not counting on it.

Ugh, love, it does fucked up shit to people

asbo:
How are things going now? Also are you still running the U35 Munch? I didn't go on Saturday but will go to the next one.
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but I just had to put it down.
I am so sick of hurting, I am so fed up of reading stories of love and kindness and crying within the first few lines. I'm so sick of seeing videos from people helping animals in need, or kindness being repaid to those who deserve it and ending up in a mess.
I'm so torn up inside,...
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This is super random but

I was telling a friend why I absolutely love a song by a Chicopee, Massachusetts band called The Acacia Strain. The song is called JFC (Jesus Fucking Christ) and it is hands down one of my most favourite songs ever. I will use this song as an example as to why heavy music is so important to me.

It's not...
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Looking through OK Cupid, Match, Blendr, Tinder is just so exhausting.

The fact that I and everyone on that site makes snap judgements on looks and information left just leaves me feeling cold.

For someone like me, it's exhausting because I have to always make the first move and live with the constant lack of replies because I'm either not attractive enough, or I've said...
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"Oh my love its you that I dream of, Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always, Dancing with you in the summer rain
Every night and everyday now, Though I know you've gone away
Somewhere in my heart I'm always, Dancing with you in the summer rain"

I miss her so much, we aren't talking at the moment and it's...
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thefailsafe:
@babal I have now job, I have no money, my partner moved back toLA and now has broken up with me because of the distance and even though we were open she can't let go that I played with someone / slept with someone else, I'm terrified about getting my rent paid and the job centre is an absolute nightmare. I've been crying all day and last night and I don't want to do anything but I have to go out as my name is down on the guestlist for a club and there are others who are going as my plus 2 and I need to go and support my friend who is the main dj tonight. I have so much in the next week but all I want to do is curl up into a ball, fall asleep and never wake up again. 
babal:
Sometimes in your life you are down and you have to fight to continue to live. I know it's so hard, but one day it will change, everything change, just wait, find new goal and be yourself!
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GOD BLESS ADAM HILLS!

asbo:
Seriously cool. Horrific things happen when there is a conspiracy of silence. Good for him to raise awareness.
thefailsafe:
Completely agree @asbo hun
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And I couldn't give a shit.

I've got nothing to be happy about or celebrate really. No one bothers apart from my parents, at least I have them... I wish I could skip it because going through it and feeling like no one cares is worse than not having one at all.

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Racists, homophobes, elitists and every separatist idealists out there who believe their belief structure is the way forward for everyone and damn those who disagree... I may not have a lot of money, but I'll give you enough money to go buy a fucking clue that will hopefully lead you to realising YOU are what it keeping the rest of humanity from evolving and reaching...
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thefailsafe:
"The true measure of a country's greatness is it's ability to retain compassion in times of crisis" - Thurgood Marshall.