...how are you?...yea you...
...hmmm...i dont know, but there is something wrong...with me i think...i dont feel good today...and i dont know why...like im lost upstairs or something...i keep thinkin too much about it all, ya know?...i am happy but i think im angry, or something...i miss the mountains...and the ocean...and riding...and surfing...and im in my hometown and its not right almost...like i dont feel at home...moving around so...
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suicidesmitty:
what the fuck you talkin' bout sucka? you think you know me? High school in minneapolis while you were listening to Hansen. A stint in NY. College in Cali- I think. Or maybe that was just a looooong acid trip. Anyhoo, got kicked out of CA and now I'm right back here. What's the fucking advice you need, cracker?
oh, just read your post. I went to film school and I'm the last person to be dishing out advice. For what it's worth... don't be a foo, go to school. Get a business degree, sell out, and make a lot of money off the stupidity of others. Like it or not, it really is the only way. It's never too late, but don't sit on your hands and wait. You'll end up with a thumb up your ass.
And BTW, where the fuck has all the powder been in this frozen city? At least let us get some benefit from the punishing cold.
oh, just read your post. I went to film school and I'm the last person to be dishing out advice. For what it's worth... don't be a foo, go to school. Get a business degree, sell out, and make a lot of money off the stupidity of others. Like it or not, it really is the only way. It's never too late, but don't sit on your hands and wait. You'll end up with a thumb up your ass.
And BTW, where the fuck has all the powder been in this frozen city? At least let us get some benefit from the punishing cold.
suicidesmitty:
no worries mon. it's cool you have been able to keep all that going, but it souds like responsibility is knocking at your door. Just don't let the fucker in for more than a drink- he never knows when to leave.
what's nicolelee's url? Your dare has been gnawing at me...
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what's nicolelee's url? Your dare has been gnawing at me...
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...well that was fun...
purpledaisy:
I KNOW, i had fun too, umm i dont know but much love 
what was fun or wasnt it?
what was fun or wasnt it?
suicidesmitty:
ok. I'm looking for SOLIDOX, know where i can get some? I'm a fucking pyro, better axe somebody.
...how the fuck are there billionaires out there!!!???...did you know that if you lived to be a million seconds youd be something like two weeks or something close?...and if you lived to be a billion seconds youd be about thirty-two years?...now the idea of relativity has always been a relatively amusing notion to entertain at certain times...like as a student of some physic or another...or...
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neodrunk:
You just need to work harder I guess??? We all do if we spend our day's goofin' on this site.
thecowboy:
...summer cabin time...tireless drinking...bottom out upon return...whats goin on out there?...
... i was skating downtown tonite and the cops caught me pissing on a fire hydrant between an alleyway...she was really pretty and seemed about my age...she frisked me for guns or drugs or something...i was sober so i didnt tell her how much that turned me on...when she asked me if i had anything that she should know about i told her about the...
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stormy:
wen you get her you should totally hang out with all us portland folk. we know how to have a good time. woo.
phedre:
I chopped it up to my shoulders. There's two pics up, I'm gonna put up more when I can get someone else to take some 
...ive been drinking...
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neodrunk:
Got shitcanned myself last night... didn't expect that to happen. God damn friends bringing the Guiness over!!!
thecowboy:
... i was skating downtown tonite and the cops caught me pissing on a fire hydrant between an alleyway...she was really pretty and seemed about my age...she frisked me for guns or drugs or something...i was sober so i didnt tell her how much that turned me on...when she asked me if i had anything that she should know about i told her about the tubesteak i always carry around...i realized my blunder as soon as it came out...but she looked right at me and laughed...she told me not to urinate out in the open like that and that skating is illegal downtown and went on her way...smiling...i lucked out...and now im thinking about that cop...and her cuffs and such...this is a true fucking story...i need a fucking beer...
...should i drink tonite or not?...there is stormy weather and lightning...and its fun to be out there...but i could go throw some weight around and swim for the evening...save some loot...be a nice young man...oh the overwheming ambivalence out in front...tell me what to do i need the advice, especially from perfect strangers...
...what a wild summer so far...how much can happen in a few months?...hey you!..could i trouble ya for a joke or tiny story of the srange and outlandish?...what does everyone do in the summer nowadays?...
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temptess:
I am amazed at what a silly fool you are... 
You almost precisely have my birthday.
You almost precisely have my birthday.
stacie:
ive got some great news! we are EXACTLY one year apart! My birthday is sept 13!
ive got some great news! we are EXACTLY one year apart! My birthday is sept 13!
...in the middle of a storm...shining on in particular...shut my eyes the illusionist...electric cigarrette...hysterical connection...lit up underneath..quiet as a question collects...surrounded in summer...as loud as a hush at nite...forgotten for a good reason...found in what is always lost...imagine and divine...breathe and the city streetcorner...surrender speeding by...rhythm and beat..swing sounds around...flashing...creak of a smile..stepping past yesterdays mistakes..the stranger says hi...look in the eye walking away and...
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al:
Deep... yeah, thanks. I'll keep that in mind.
Trust me, you'll like me even more once I get some joke fodder going.
Trust me, you'll like me even more once I get some joke fodder going.
ingrid:
Actually I didn't know who Jussi Oksanenwas, but now I have an idea.. Yeah there's lots of good riders in here..
Yeah there's lots of good riders in here.....theres this bithcin thunderstorm tonite...i just gotta get out there and check it out...hello to anyone who stops in...if you could be any animal for a day, what would you be?...
...warm and a summer nite on a bike..one where the moon glances where the clouds dance..grinning in the shine of streetlights..mad dashing along avenues around and up and downtown..when all the wind in the world seems surrounded in jungle of the city and my riding by..and lines in the road underneath me machine gunning each moment into its movement,,feeling of life in acceleration..its liberation..there is...
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phedre:
What else have I got? Well, I don't feel the need to prove myself to people who blatantly ask me to. I prove myself to people who treat me kindly and wait to see who I am, instead of asking me to sum it up for them. Because I can't tell you who I am. I'd much rather you make you own decisions/opinions/views. You have to find out for yourself.
Hope you don't take this the wrong way. I'm not trying to be rude at all. I just don't like talking about myself. Especially to people I don't know at all. Sounds like I'm trying to sell myself and I don't want to. You like me or you don't, your choice based on your own observations. I like to get to know people and talk about a lot of things (including life in general and whatever's going on in it, as well as things about them and myself ).
I just don't like talking myself up. Makes me feel conceited. And there's no need when, with some patience, people can see what they need to see on their own.
That answer tell you anything about me?
Hope you don't take this the wrong way. I'm not trying to be rude at all. I just don't like talking about myself. Especially to people I don't know at all. Sounds like I'm trying to sell myself and I don't want to. You like me or you don't, your choice based on your own observations. I like to get to know people and talk about a lot of things (including life in general and whatever's going on in it, as well as things about them and myself ).
I just don't like talking myself up. Makes me feel conceited. And there's no need when, with some patience, people can see what they need to see on their own.
That answer tell you anything about me?
thecowboy:
...jump the gun on someone and could shoot your own foot...and me?...i fear seeing one face for only its gorgeousness...what lies beneath?...at last id need to know...where is our wisdom we find in one another?...from beyond the eyes we find it...mountains into the valley down the deepest ocean chasm of the self...beauty seen in the soul so sound in special...the raw chewy part inside the tootse pop...find out...in my haste i think i bit too hard...
...and a new job after being away for nine months wandering...anyone like wine?...there is a new wine bar restaurant in downtown stillwater...and im slingin the vino...two holsters and a bottle of red in each...im pretty quick..catch me if you can...
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flux:
i'm living in atlanta (place of my growing-up) this summer, though i will return to oregon in august for school. got it?
phedre:
Yep, it's deinfitely pretty interesting here. I like it. Well, welcome to the site. I hope you love it as much as I already do
Enjoy your wine.
Enjoy your wine.