My account expires on the 6th of June and I've decided that for the time being I'm gonna let myself go grey.
I've had a great 2 years on the site but lately I've been especially down about work and its started to effect my life in a seriously negative way overall. I've made the decision that for now I'm going to be selfish and... Read More
sucks dude, from are brief encounters i think you're a good guy. Good luck getting things together (i'm doing that myself right now). I know it might seem odd, but i've always found comfort that other people like yourself have the same issues i do. sometimes you see through others the solutions for yourself. never the less i know you see a path so all the best and hopefully ill see you out in a pub again sometime.
I'm ridiculously fucking miserable at the moment. Last night what little free time I have was squandered when my car wouldnt start when I left work. Called out the AA who said they'd be there within 70 minutes. I wasnt too worried because they said that last time, and it was actually closer to 25 minutes.
After 90 minutes I get a little impatient and... Read More
God I can't believe how long that sad blog stayed up while I was too lazy to change it.
First of all, I had the most amazing time in London for my birthday. Thanks to everybody who made it out to help me celebrate. It was great seeing you again, and meeting some of you for the first time. Stuff like that is exactly the... Read More
I get the impression lately that everything is very slowly turning into shit. I don't feel too bad in myself right now, and I'm very much looking forward to the weekend....but I have this weird sense of dread about the short term future.
I'm in a surprisingly good mood today, although that could all go horribly wrong once I go back into work.
I had an awesome weekend just hanging around with Killa_ She arrived on Friday night after I'd been to Asda to buy her food and stuff. After leaving her waiting in the cold for much longer than I really should have, I picked her up... Read More
I've been awfully, well......not "emo" lately but definitely a little whiney. I promised myself that i'd stop going on about work and how its pissing me off, because ultimately it's something i can fix. It's not like i'm stuck in the 3rd world with no opportunities or anything. I hereby promise the next 20 journal entries shall be alarmingly positive
A couple of Mondays ago i'm driving into work through some country roads where they've been digging up the road. What i didnt know was that they'd moved up the road a little and that the traffic lights were now closer to the bend. I brake pretty sharply as i come... Read More
shows how often im on the internet! I missed this post!
And its NOT mansfield.... its sutton in ashfield, that turning off the a38 is the important aspect.
I still think you should put music to the amazing songs i came up with the other day!
Juno was really good, i didnt notice the twee music, maybe because I have not seen it twice! Thanks for taking me and letting me eat all the opal fruits. good job you miss read the menu!
Yesterday i found out that I'm currently under what Watch_It_Burn labelled as "Corporate Suicide Watch" Basically, Dave the store manager has been instructed by the area manager to keep an eye on me. Make sure I'm not too pissed off about the whole disciplinary thing and stuff. At least they understand that the whole affair may have left me....unmotivated, and they... Read More
It occured to me the other day that the vast majority of my recent journal entires have been incredibly negative, when really there isnt much cause to be. Work may not be perfect, but its a steady source of un-spectacular income that allows me to do the things i enjoy.
I've received a stupid amount of support during... Read More
After the initial annoyance with my current job I wound up applying for a bunch of others. Long story short, earlier today I had an "open day" with a local marketing company to see what theyre all about and have them check me over. Turns out their clients include Talktalk and most recently Sky. They've... Read More
I still dont think anything over. This computer thing only came about cos I saw the ad on the tele and thought "That looks like a good idea". My next thought was that this was a bit like that time Homer saw the ad for Dr Marvin Monroes Family Therapy Clinic. Basically then I'm doing this thing as an obtuse Simpsons reference.
I only starting thinking about the implications last night, after I've been accepted on the course and given them a hundred quid deposit Its like AWS on Sunday and me not having a ticket, that lack of forethought made the evening far more dramatic. Thinking things through and planning stuff is for losers.
There is a point all of this, fuck the consequences lets just get the hell out of Denbigh. But if we sit around thinking about it we might find reasons not to.
With it being Christmas i actually have some time off now, so I'm in bed typing this out on my spiffy new laptop. Screw family togetherness, I'd rather wallow in my nerd hole and relax. Here's a breakdown of everything that's happened recently.
I hopes you get your brain sorted hun xx