the_minx

I miss the smell of the first day of winter
I miss the feeling a single song could make sense of all the madness in your heart
I miss the uncertainty of being a teenager
I miss singing TBS and Brand New songs with Vanessa, wherever...whenever.
I miss hollywood
I miss the feeling of having sex for the first time
I miss a man who's mind was just as chaotic as mine
I miss drinking captain and dr. pepper at their apartment
I miss the clarity of thought I have after I have been up too long
I miss coming home with all A's and B's on my report card
I miss that feeling of when your in love and that love is all you will ever need
I miss sleeping on a matress
I miss having selfless people in my life
I miss lying about my age to look cool at the pool hall
I miss the quiet time alone you can only find with yourself
I miss getting stoned with steve and sam
I miss philosophical conversations with Mike and Dace at 3 am via Denny's
I miss fighting with Jennifer - That was true emotion
I miss sneaking out at night to make out on A-mountain
I miss bands that played from ther heart not from their producer's pocket
I miss the man who rejected my love
I miss having spiked hair
I miss knowing what it feels like to be unconditionally loved
I miss making make-shift quija boards with Candise
I miss my faith in God
I miss falling asleep on the phone with you
I miss Cameron
I miss not caring about the small things
I miss peeing and not washing my hands afterwards when I was 7
I miss you
I miss looking at sunsets.

I miss not having to live up to others expectations all the fucking time...


I don't miss having a gun put in my mouth
I don't miss going to my friends/familys funerals
I don't miss looking into someones eyes as you watch their heart break
I don't miss feeling sorry for myself
I don't miss the person I was
I don't miss drinking it all away...
I don't miss giving up on myself and my dreams
I don't miss the beatings
I don't miss Robert
I don't miss you
I don't miss just getting thru the day